Savagely Inhibited

six

Ender.

It's not...working.

Nothing is working!

A childhood friend I had known for years was on all fours before me, pounding into his ass as he called out my name. Except in the process of me trying to think of somebody else - anyone else! - Warren appeared.

Tommy's own moans became muffled with another sound I couldn't exactly hear. It was mocking me and it was in the back of my head...but I wanted it to come forward. The more I thought on it I began to realize it was the sounds of Warren moaning.

Just from hearing that alone I felt myself cum in the condom, Tommy's ass gyrating against my dick as I trembled against him. Already knowing he came four other times, and this being my first time...all because I thought of someone else.

Someone in trying to distract myself from.

Shit!

"What...is going on?" Tommy finally asks me, rolling onto his back. I see him pull me out as he stretches a bit in satisfaction, hearing him sigh too. "You weren't your usual self. Where was the spunk, the vigor, all that hunger you usually have?"

"I'm not..." I stop, looking at his eyes and saw him raise his eyebrow.

"I waited so long for him to call me only for him to fuck me thinking of somebody else. What is my luck recently?!" I heard him sneer in his head.

"I'm not sure," I finally finish, pulling the condom off now, "I can't focus, but I think you already noticed that."

"Well, duh, it's obvious." He snorts, looking at me with irritation now. "You were so eager to just do it, but it didn't feel like how it usually feels."

"Hah...and how does it usually feel Tommy?" I question him with evident irritation in my voice now.

"Gratifying," he responds back fast, "yet this time, I am just annoyed. Not that I'm saying you didn't fuck me good, you just-."

"Stop, I don't care." I interrupt him, standing up with my dick hanging out with no shame.

I get off the bed as I go for my pants, already seeing it was four in the morning and I'd have to be at work in three hours. That's barely enough time to take a shower, eat, and take a quick nap - if you can even call it a nap.

I'm over trying to fuck all the desire I have for Warren out. Except it never went away. In fact, I thought of him when I was doing it!

Lost my damn mind.

"Damn..." Tommy snorts under his breath, and I look back at him. "Did someone actually get your attention? Do you actually feel something for someone? Mates wise, of course-."

"Hell no! I'd never mate with him." I snap, causing Tommy to raise his eyebrow.

"Oh? So there is someone."

Great.

"I hate when you do that."

"You can read my mind so I don't know why you don't just do that if you don't want those things happening. It's like you want to be exposed." He mocks me, and I stay silent as I pull my shirt on now. "This person...you say you'd never mate with him, but you thought of him when we were having sex. I'm offended, I'm gonna be honest."

I already knew Tommy had feelings for me. He's not my true Mate, and I'm kind of happy he's not. There's nothing wrong with him, I just...can't see myself with him. I'm not sure why, but I can gladly have sex with him since it's a pleasurable experience for us both.