Savagely Inhibited

twelve

a couple days later,
Warren.

"Warren come on...please."

I looked at Livia as my desperation was increasing pathetically. I just wanted Ender...but I want him free from my mind. I need a distraction, I need a way to get him out! To get a new heat...I must accept this, like he said. This is the fate I chose, let me accept it...

I went inside of her, my lips tightened together because I haven't been inside of a woman in years. It almost took me by surprise to feel such warmth tighten on my dick.

I shook my head because this wasn't exactly arousing; but it was stimulating to an extent. Thrusting into her, I kept my lips closed as she moaned to such a thing. I wasn't sure how genuine her moans were because I know I wasn't thrusting in the best way.

They were repressed and you could tell I was nervous. I felt off...like I was betraying Ender. He did leave and things ended in such a way, but it still doesn't seem right.

As I grip her waist, I try to go somewhat faster just to see if that would allow me to feel like cumming. Except nothing was happening and I didn't have the desire to.

It was kind of embarrassing because it showed that I...shouldn't be here. My hands remove from the side of her waist and rest at the side of her hips, lowering my head shamefully despite my hips still moving.

My breathing was stable and I saw her back arch like she was trying to angle herself differently. This...this wasn't going to work for me, I can't do this.

Just as I was beginning to pull out I felt a hand rest on my back. I frown because it was just her and me in here. I look over my shoulder and froze to see those beautiful blue eyes staring into mine. His hand ran down my spine and I began to feel the heat again that I haven't felt in some time.

Seeing him did such a thing, and yet he's finding me here.

"How did you get in here?" I question him, looking at Livia only to see that her eyes were glowing brightly. That's when I realized he was controlling her mind and I don't know what she was seeing or hearing, but it clearly was enough for her.

"That balcony...you just leave that open for anybody to hear what you two do? Have no shame." He breathes into my ear, and I felt a chill go down my spine. I almost felt my body go numb as I just laid on Livia. My eyes almost rolling into the top of my skull as I feel his hands caress my body.

I feel his left hand run up my chest, his thumb running over my nipple at a fast pace that sent more chills down my spine. His right hand running down the side of my waist even though I was in this embarrassing predicament with Livia.

"I see you're faring quite well without me-."

"No! I am doing this with her to get you out of my mind...I can't." I moan, feeling him lean atop of me. His lips pressing onto the back of my neck and slowly traveling up my ear. "Why...did you come here...now?"

"I wanted to say goodbye for the last time because you said you two don't share beds. That's not true-."

"It is...I just wanted to get you out of my mind. I wanted to see if I could move on...accept the fate I have placed upon myself with her," I whimper, sitting up some as I looked down at her and saw she was still being controlled by him, feeling my body mold into Ender behind me, "Except there was no heat and I feel and felt nothing! I feel horrible because this isn't working, it makes me...uncomfortable. All I want is you and you're running from me!"

I feel him grab my dick, and I look as I was only halfway inside of her. My face became red as he held on, but didn't touch her, just kept me from going any further inside of her.