UNDYING

Chapter 4

(This will be Alexis' final POV)

I woke up with my messy blonde hair fallen to my face. It was time for me to get ready to move on to a better life, and to better myself once and for all. I hadn't chose Alaska but it chose me. It was better than living in the old California lifestyle it had grown off me. The old money and riches that had not been mine. I got up from bed and began to make my bed, creasing the edges as I was always told. The coven had grown on me, the whole atmosphere, the whole "hey, Willis is the bitch that no one likes!" and it was all slowly disappearing into faint memories.

There was a knock at the door, and I presumed it would be Mr.Justice or Anabelle telling me not to leave because they believed it was another feeble peep attempt. Instead, I saw Honey in the door sporting her latest hair do, the fiery orange with extensions , with a neon green tube top and sweats, and her eyes were watering. "What are you packing for?:" she asked with a certain hostility that scared me.

"I told you where I was going, Honey." I said, with a weak smile smile. That girl, that girl whom originally I would associate with the word brat, had become a close friend, one that I could confide in.

"I don't want you to leave Alexis, I can't stand it here without you..." she whined and hugged me.

"And you're leaving me forever, you're not just going on vacation." Honey finished.

"Hon, I am so-" I began before she began to cut me off with a response filled with rage.

"And you're leaving your fucking sister! You're not going to wait till she wakes up; if she wakes up!" she screamed.

"I have been thinking about it. It's my fault she is in pain...I cannot stand to see her now in this state, its my fault. And Alexandra's right you know, its my fault that she is hurt and if I would not have run away like a coward she would be okay. But she's not, She's not Honey! I just want to run away...I cannot deal with the guilt if she dies. They write on her grave 'Here lies Alexandra Justice, you wanna know how she died, her cowardeous sister was too afraid to save her.' I'll be the talk of the whole damn century, and then ill end up as a beggar wanting everyone to pity me." I spat, releasing everything that I had felt at the moment after hearing the word sister.

"Call me selfish but that's what happens, when you're twin falls for her lover and forget that you exist. I do not care what the hell any of you say because none of you know how I feel. And her wife, for some apparent reason thinks her relationship with her as her 'lover' or her 'mate' is superior to that of mine. It disgusts me more than it should. I just feel like I've already lost Alexandra, and leaving won't killing anyone."

Honey sat on the bed silent. "I am going to become a vampyrian." she said as her voice filled with excitement.

I looked at her with a puzzled expression, I wasn't sure if I should be happy, or not. "You're a tough cookie, you can handle it!" I exclaimed, egging her on.

She smiled softly, and looked up at me. "I know I am excitement, try-outs and recruitments start next week. She stood up and arms spread out for a hug. I hugged her admiring the fact, again that I had made a new friend. Maybe she could be in replacement for the whole in my heart that James still owns.

Honey looked up at me, breaking away from the hug. "You're wearing your pondering face a lot."

"I am about to take a big step in my life, of course I would make that face. " I responded.

"You know, I am forcing you to stay a little while longer." Honey said with a big smile.

"And how will you do that?" I ask as she proceeded to rip the sheets off of my bed, she threw them across the room as she took the clothes from my suitcase, and threw them too.

"Wha the hell are you doing!"I screamed as she continued to through my stuff around the room.