Ryujin Oneshots

Bye (Requested)

Y/n's POV
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It has been 2 weeks since I started pushing Ryujin away. She did nothing bad or anything. It's about me. Something's wrong with me, and I'm too scared to tell her because I can't lose her. I'm too scared to lose her. I know that she's noticing it, and I'm happy that she's not talking about it yet.

Or so I thought.

"What the hell is our problem?"
Ryujin suddenly asked me seriously, and I can only look at her nervously.

"I've been noticing that you're pushing me away, and then you've been going out a lot lately. Are you seeing someone behind my back?!?"
She asked me firmly, making me to wince, as I feared her sudden burst.

"I-I...."
The only word left from my mouth. The fear has taken over my whole body. I was too stunned to speak out, and to think of some plausible excuse that will reassure her I'm not seeing someone other than her.

"Am I not enough?! What did I even do wrong??! You can just tell me anything you dislike... why does it need to be end up like this?!"
She suddenly shouted again.

"You know what??!! Fuck you! I just hope I didn't get to meet you! Maybe you just like me because you don't have anyone!! You're the worst person I've dated! You slut!"
She burst so much, and that really hurt me. I know I'm not that kind of person but when she said that. it was like I'm one of those people.

"Fuck this. Don't even answer my questions, I'm going."
She said seriously while tearing up. It hurts me so bad seeing her in pain, so I grab her hand to stop her from leaving, but she pushed me away, making me to tear up.

She left my room, and I can't even say something that will make her stay. I can feel my heart is really heavy after what happened. Seeing the person you love the most leaving, hurts a lot. Maybe it's the best for us. I won't need to tell her my secret that I've been hiding for so long, and she won't get hurt more. I hug my knees as I cry my eyes out.

"KIM Y/N!!! ARE YOU EXCITED??!"
Rozalin suddenly barges into my room, then falls into silence as she sees me crying. She immediately approaches me and hug me.

"What happened?? Do I need to call the ambulance??"
She asked me curiously, and I shake my head. She's one of the people who knows my condition because she's one of the people I trust the most.

"I-I think... we're done."
I told her sadly, and she looks at me worriedly before hugging me tightly.

"Why??"
She asked me while rubbing my back to calm me.

"S-she noticed that I'm pushing her away, and s-she concluded where I-I'm seeing s-someone behind her back."
I told her while crying, and I heard her sigh.

"I know what you're thinking, and I told you already that I can't tell her~"
I said sadly, and she sighed again.

"Ryujin deserves to know... altho I'm mad at her for jumping to a conclusion that you're seeing someone behind her back. It's just, Ryujin loves you, and we both know that. If she can't take that, then you don't deserve her."
Rozalin said seriously, and I stayed quiet and just cry. I just think it's better to lose her like this than losing her after knowing what's wrong with me.

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Rozalin pulled me to go out to distract myself from what happened. We're just doing KTV, partying and getting drunk. I can't drink much because of my condition, so it's kind of sad to be careless for at least hours long. I lied if I said it really distract me, I mean, it did for a while, but the look on Ryujin's face when she's hurt is still hunting me, but I guess that's for the better, and I ask for it by simply pushing her away.