The Fact: I Don't Love You

Chapter 33

Katherine's POV

"Lukeeeeeeee, let me go home" I tried to convinced Luke one more time since he doesn't want to let me go home even when I had been in the hospital for more than a week. The illness isn't that bad either. It's just that.... It has been a long time since i saw that scene where Aaron and Jessica were together. I just suddenly had this memory in the past where they were with each other all the time and whenever they came near me, there was nothing good about them. Plus I hate  seeing Jessica, that was one of the main reason why it made the me traumatized again. But it is all in the past right?

Luke and Wendy helped me get through all of this mess. I am sure that I wouldn't want to go back to that time anymore. Nothing could be bad right now. Aaron and I are.... well, we are kinda in a relationship. I don't know if it's a real relationship or not because it's basically based on a contract. That means it's not real anyway, but not unreal too since we broke a few rules and Luke did make a few confessions. Plus I miss him too. We haven't met each other for a week and he hasn't come to visit me either.

"You must take the pills or I won't take you home and then you are gonna be stuck here again. I should have never let you stop taking medicine. You haven been a very bad bad girl you know." He kept saying the same things everyday and blame all the things on me for being a very bad patient. I know that I am not really responsible for my health. Luke had a very hard time with me, but taking the medicine for the rest of my life and got me really scared of everything like the past. So what? A man ,who will get married to me in the future, would get sick of me because of this. Those pills have side effect. You might not get pregnant when you take it. I know it's not the time to stop so soon but if I became to depend on the pills and drugs. Things can become really messy.

"I know, I know, but I can't stay here forever. It's so boring. Just let me go home" I begged him with the last tactic of mine. Puppy eyes always work no matter what on Luke and it might be one of the best way, but then he showed me this cold face to me and glared at me like I have said the most ridiculous thing ever.

"One more week then I will let you home or you can go home soon if you let me take care of you" Luke said.

"But I'm living with Aaron now. You can't take care of me like we used to do in the past" I said and hesitated at first and tried talking to him. We didn't talk much about this problem whenever I asked him about the others. I know that Luke wanted to let me be calm down at first and he wants to make sure that I would be fine before going out of here. He is the only one who can understand my situation clearly. He knows how worse my illness can get and what terrible things i can do when i go crazy, but I am totally sick of this hospital and I do miss Aaron. Maybe he misses me too.

"Do you really want to see him? He is at my house right now or we have to say his parents' house. I can take you there and let you meet him. But you can go to Wendy's house then we could take good care of you and .... you won't have to meet Jessica" said Luke.

"It's your wife and you haven't been home for a week. I don't understand it. Is she fine with this. I don't want to make thing worse between you and her. You know it and I have to face her sooner or later or face with my past and I will make sure to finish this bowl of pills" I said. 

"Hey! It's just a few pills. Okay, okay. Stop with those puppy eyes and I will take you home to meet your new boyfriend. Jeez, how could you be with him after all what he had done to you?!?!" he snorted at me before gave me that toothy lovely smile of him. This is so Luke. He would have never let me down.

Wilson's family, Wilson's house, I haven't came here for a long time, a very long time. I moved out of the house right after I got out of the hospital after the incident. The house doesn't change a bit since the last time I was here. Everything seems so familiar like the past days. I smiled to myself as I let myself wander around the old road. I would go to school with Luke and Wendy and have a good time together and no matter how bad that day was. It was a very memorable time, both good and bad. 

We both pulled up at the house's yard. It's still so beautiful yet it somehow got on my nerve. Maybe someone at home right now or would it be silence like the past. Maybe it just be only Aaron and Jessica is there? What if I start hearing the moaning and groaning like the past again?. I'm afraid that thing would happen again. I can take it, but Luke should never have  to know something like that. He rang the doorbell and we both wait for awhile till a very handsome guy who is too familiar with us opened the door. He is totally fully clothed that means there was no sex around or I guess and the house is too quiet. He looked at us with shocked widened eyes before an charming middle aged lady showed up behind him and smiled brightly at us.

"Katherine? Is that you Katherine? Oh my god, you are so grown up now" she pushed Aaron asides and came closer to give me a warmly welcoming hug. There is people at home. There was definitely no sex at all.

"Good afternoon Mrs Wilson. Yes it is I, Katherine. I'm back"

"Yup. I know. The famous girlfriend of Aaron Wilson. You must came here ealier right?" she glanced at Aaron and we both looked at each other. I swear I can see him blush. The power of media is totally awesome. Everyone in this world must know this right now. I sighed quietly before getting inside the house under the stare of Aaron. He must not be happy when he saw me here. He said that one time about his parents and their weird excitement all the time. I must be so careless when i heard Luke's offer.

"Luke, come with me. My daughter has been so lonely for a week. Where have you been? We really need to talk." Mrs Wilson turned right away to Luke and used her hard expression to express her anger. It must be very terrible since the princess wasn't so happy. So here we are together in a great silence. It's so awkward here.

"Why did you come here?" he asked with the coldness in his voice like whenever he is mad.

"Are you mad at me ?" I asked quietly and search for any expression on his face. He just closed his eyes and sighed loudly. I am ready to hear his ranting or may be scold. But no, there was nothing. Instead of that, he pulled me into his lap and hugged me tightly. Well, this is really unexpected. But this is not his apartment. His mother can come in any moment. I tried to push him away, but he kept still and hugged kept getting tighter and tighter until it hurts.

"It hurts, Aaron!!!" I have to yell a little bit even though I was trying to keep silent.

"stay still or i will take you here" Wow what was wrong with him. So I have to stay still in his arms. The hug loosen and I can feel his breath faintly on my neck. I miss this too much. It has been a week since the last time we met. It has been a habit to me. Where we are with each other almost everyday and suddenly the week in the hospital totally interrupt our sweet time.

"Do you miss me?" He asked as he buried his face in my chest and nuzzled into them like a big baby.

"I did miss you. I missed you so much!" I said.

"Then why did it take you a week to come? I miss you too" he said lightly as his face kept buried in my chest and refused to look at me. Once again, Aaron Wilson left me speechless.