The Fact: I Don't Love You

Chapter 9

Aaron POV

Love and friend, what will you choose if you have to face it? I did choose it for myself, LOVE.

The word that might seem to easy to do just anything for it, but it isn't like that and I can be sure about that. It's not a simple word if you can't take the responsibility and I did everything I could for that love.

Love makes you blind and I guess it's not the only thing that they said right about love. Love can be cruel and my love it is too cruel.

It's a taboo that no one wants in the first place. I would have acted normal around the other girls or at least treat some of them the right way.

I got myself a girlfriend that I don't love, but the one my bestfriend is in love with and the girl I love, she loves my bestfriend. Katherine that my bestfriend loves. I don't know much about her. Does she like the fact that she is with me right now or does she know about my plan to her? She knows nothing, but just being silent.

Meanwhile, my bestfriend is silent too. It's like a cold treatment to me for betraying him for nothing. We all know that he had claimed that the girl he loves is Katherine and when someone in the group has a crush no one I mean no can have the same interest.

After that is clear up then we will help each other to get the girl, but I just did the opposite thing right in front of my friend by using some dirty method. How can i called myself a nice or good friend of him?

That isn't the worst feeling ever. The worst feeling is when you are beside your friends, they talk to you and act nicely, but deep inside you can feel the thing so different.

It was like they were acting some movies and you are the bad character. I couldn't blame them or Luke for doing things like this to me. I'm the worst of the worst after all. I called the other by the name dirty, trash but I'm not much better than them.

I used a girl to have my way, I used my bestfriend's love to make a move on my work, to make my girl feel happy. I don't feel good at all. All i could feel is some fake happiness.

There is no way on turning back now because the plan is working so far. The girl beside me is still walking slowly as she always does. She hasn't talked to me after that day, the day that I forced her to go as the plan I made and she has to go along with it. She acted so good that everyone believed how good of a girlfriend she is.

She made me lunch, do the things that I want and she hasn't said a word to Luke since that day. She only talks to Wendy, but things aren't much different after that.

Then I can assume that she kept all this as a secret and my angel is feeling like she is really happy and that is all that matters. Luke actually asked her for a date as a pay back on Katherine, I guessed.

I didn't really know what happened between them before, but I know how childish Luke can be, but I 'm like that too. He treats my sister so nice I could believe that she is full happiness now.

Then we both reached home as I heard something really loud noise of something broken by someone and that someone is just Jessica throwing vases at a wall and she is crying. What the fuck happened to her?

" Luke he doesn't love me. He doesn't even care about me!" She cried and ran into my arms as I hugged her. I sighed as I understand the real reason for her bad behavior it was only Luke Smith. Everyone can tell that he doesn't love her that much. I patted her head to sooth her like how she loves to be patted on the head it helps her stop crying.

" Aaron, let's go to the club and drink till we are drunk." she smiled sweetly at me again and showed me one of the best way to work things out. Why not right? Then we both got up to go get ready.

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The alcohol can make a person go crazy and I know why. They said that you can forget things for awhile and get carried away by that addicted things, but I don't feel like that.

Jessica is really enjoying the taste of the wine as she is trying to forget her problems and I'm trying to do it too, but the more I drink, the more I think about Luke and Katherine.Ugh how i hate to think of her, but am I doing things right? Or it's just a nightmare for everyone around me.

I'm no longer the great Aaron Wilson because old the Aaron can bring people happiness, but not hate ness like right now. From my seat I can see that Jessica got a new target to get laid tonight.

I don't really want her to do so, but she is in a freaking club and I don't want her to think that I like to control her, so I better go have some fun without her.

Everyone needs to get laid like seriously, but seeing those ugly faces of the sluts in front me, I'd rather go home than stay here, so I decided to go home in the speed of lightning due to the luck that there are no cop around tonight.

The house is too silent like always. I can hear snore from the maid and maybe my parents, but a footstep sound caught my attention too.

Is it a thief? I quietly followed the sound like the way I got into the house. I walked really quiet without making any noise because my skill is not get caught by the people in this house for years every time I come home late.

I kept following the sound as I heard the noise of door closing at the end of the hall. It's the room of my girlfriend.

What is she doing so late at night. I stood outside of her door and heard her voice in the room. She is talking with someone and she is giggling over the phone.

Oh, she knows how to make a sound. I suddenly feel mad. She never dares to make a sound near me and she always spared me the scrary look like i'm some monster. I pulled the door opened and the noise stopped. I can hear from the other line an annoying girl's voice which is very easy to regconize, Wendy Smith.

" Wendy I will called you tomorrow okay? Bye" she quickly hang up the phone and keep the silent again. Does she want to tease me? She looked down and stared at her feet. Are those damn feet that gorgeous?

I came closer and held her chin up. From my sight I can see a beautiful women, a true one, but she is mute, so i must help her right? I kissed her right on her lips for the second time.

If i can't use them sluts, I can use my time with my girlfriend right? My hands started to roam her body's curves. She is indeed hot. She whimpered in my mouth and tried to push me away, but she is no match to my strenght.

This freaking whore needs to be tied up. I quickly tear her shirt into two pieces and use one of the cloth to tie her up. Ooh, no bra. I quickly took the phone and took some nice shot of this goddess. Luke might love it when I show him tomorrow.

Then Jessica will have the prince charming. The girl started crying and used her little mouth to beg for me, but the hell if I care even if she has to yelled. I slapped her and she stopped talking.

She really needs to be taught when to talk. Her sounds are so inviting and I invited myself to have some taste of those boobies. Sweet and plump. I used my other hand to rub her panties, the girl is wet. What a slut.

" you will have to be very quiet dear or else your mom will hear us" with my last word, I pulled the panties away from her to have a taste of her. She is so sweet just like her whimper, a little cat is puring in my ears. Then before she comes, I shoved my whole length into her.

The barrier breaks and I can see blood. Virgin? What a funny story. I just break the most important thing of a girl and she can't even sream or do anything, but cry.

Do people call this rape? I kept moving in and out of her until I came. This is the best feeling after a tired day and I took one last shot of her image before laying beside her. I took the cloth from her hands and fell into sleep right after that. All I know is that I just raped a girl who is the love of my bestfriend. I'm a real monster.

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Author Note

Hi guys well here Chapter 9 with a little smut. Had a hard time writing this. Well for now bye my lovely readers 😘😘

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- Bear <3