Should I
Die already?
I've contemplated the
Idea before, but never
Truly went through with
It, but now that I see
The life I am destined
To live, will it be worth
It to live in the agony
That is bound to happen?
Would I even be strong
Enough to live a good life?
Would I be stable enough?
I may not get all that I want
In my lifetime, anyways
What if I die now, in the
Peak of my life and happiness
As it is now and not the
Horrible fate that is yet
To pass? I see some reason
To go on, but also reason
To not experience the
Bad things that could happen
If I stayed alive long enough
If I died now, I would not
Have to deal with the hurt
And the pain, though I
Would lose all the
Excitement of anything new
Should I die already?
Or should I actually try
To live despite the
Hardships that I might face?
....
For now, I may as well
Keep up this living thing
For a little bit longer....
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