Stay or Die

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Should I

Die already?

I've contemplated the

Idea before, but never

Truly went through with

It, but now that I see

The life I am destined

To live, will it be worth

It to live in the agony

That is bound to happen?

Would I even be strong

Enough to live a good life?

Would I be stable enough?

I may not get all that I want

In my lifetime, anyways

What if I die now, in the

Peak of my life and happiness

As it is now and not the

Horrible fate that is yet

To pass? I see some reason

To go on, but also reason

To not experience the

Bad things that could happen

If I stayed alive long enough

If I died now, I would not

Have to deal with the hurt

And the pain, though I

Would lose all the

Excitement of anything new

Should I die already?

Or should I actually try

To live despite the

Hardships that I might face?

....

For now, I may as well

Keep up this living thing

For a little bit longer....

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