Widows

chapter 7 Natasha's view

I quietly closed the door behind me and walked towards my room. I really liked Y/N but I was afraid to trust her. I only knew her this afternoon and it was still new to talk to people like her about my problems. *Maybe you can trust her!* it kept popping into my head. I stopped in front of my room and saw that Y/N room was directly across from mine. *What a coincidence* I thought to myself and went back to my room and sat down at my desk. *I have to clean yelena's room before the others do, maybe I can still find things,*

In stand in front of yelena's door, each door has a sign with the name on it. I slowly pushed the lever down and entered the room, which still looked exactly the same as it did when I was here this morning. *Come on hurry* Without hesitation, I started to open the drawers on the desk, but still found nothing.*There must be something here!* I went into the bathroom and opened the closet where the towels were usually inside. *come on yelena, where did you hide those things!* Since it hit me again, I bent down and picked up the blanket that was spread out under the bed. "Smart," I said quietly and pulled out a box. I ran back to my room and closed the door behind me. "Let's see!" I lifted the cover slightly and pulled out a book. I opened the first page and was amazed, it was a book for me!

dear Nat,
I wrote a letter in here every time the elections were out for fear I wouldn't be able to say goodbye. Maybe you'll never read them and I'll never be sorted out, but maybe you're reading that right now.

I flipped through the book, it's been a lot of letters since she was here until now. On the last page I saw the letter that was for today. I exhaled loudly and began to read

hey nat,
I don't know what day it is or how many elections we've been through, but today I have the feeling that the day will come. I just wanted to say we've both been here for a really long time and yes it's horrible but I don't know what I would have done without you. I love you so incredibly. You have to take care of yourself, who knows what drekov is planning next. Please don't be too sad, you are such a strong person. One piece of advice, find someone, we don't want you to end up here alone promise?,just a little joke for the end.
Anyway love you and take care <3 Kind regards, your little sister yelena ♡

"promise!" I wiped away my tears and put the book under the closet. It was now 10pm and I was really tired so I decided to go to bed. I brushed my teeth and got changed. I lay in my bed for a few minutes trying to sleep,but it just didn't work. *I'll see what Y/N is doing* I thought to myself and went to her door, but stayed there for a few more minutes to be really sure if it was the right thing to do. I knocked softly on the door. "Y/N? are you awake?" I heard footsteps and she opened the door for me. "Are you okay?" I went to her room. "No! Actually not!" She looked at me in surprise and sat next to me on her bed. "I'm here for you natasha! You know that right?" a tear rolled down my cheek. "Hey! It's okay!" She pulled me into a long hug. "Do you want to talk about it?" I broke the hug but still held her hand. "I don't know what to do, I can't do it anymore," I sobbed. Y/N looked at me worried. "What happened?" "This whole place is horror," she slowly stroked my face You've been here a long time, haven't you?" I just nodded. "It's been 11 years now" "11 YEARS!" I fell backwards."Jup,11 years!" She looked at me for a long time and then started talking again. "We should both go to sleep!" I nodded. "Uhmm maybe I can sleep here? I can sleep on too the floor," she cut me off. "Sure, and you don't have to sleep on the floor."She gave me half of her blanket and we both fell asleep.

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