Something Domestic

Chapter 2

We got dressed. Stopped at McDonald's for lunch and then headed to the mall. We want more matching outfits.

"This" I held up a cute crop top I liked

"We can get those. And wear them with our black jeans" she smiled. "Oh and our converses" she tapped her chin "maybe the Jordans"
I'd hate to compare again but phew Dez would never shop with me like this. She let me buy what I wanted but never would buy the exact same outfit. She would buy the masculine version. I guess it's because Oshin is a stem and dresses feminine while Dez is a stud and doesn't.

"Babe I'm going to go try this on" She held up this adorable romper

"Where'd you find that" I asked

She pointed to the rack and skipped off to the fitting room. I walked towards the rack and looked through it for a similar romper.

"Looking for something specific" Someone at the end of the rack chuckled. Well, more accurately Dez chuckled.

I rolled my eyes and walked away. I gotta find Oshin and get out of here before she runs into Dez. I walked down another aisle and boom there was Dez again. She was standing precisely to block me.

"wait" She put a hand up

"I have nothing to say to you" I walked away

She simply followed me "please" she sighed

"My girlfriend is here and she won't be too happy to see you, so please get lost" I sighed and tried not to get loud and disruptive.

"Please, I'm sorry" She sighed " I shouldn't have performed the song. Just seeing her and you made me so angry and hurt, I knew you'd move on, and honestly, I'd hoped you would but with Oshin. We talked about her"

"yes insult my girlfriend that will definitely make me forgive you" I rolled my eyes and started to walk off again

"No wait" She followed me

"Dez follow me again and I will yell you're stalking me and get mall security on your ass" I pointed at her " go"

"I truly am sorry" She sighed

"I truly don't care" I rolled my eyes

"The hell" Oshin walked up to us

"Baby she was just leaving" I put my hand on Oshin's arm

"Why is she back here bothering you" Oshin looked at me

"I don't want no smoke O" Dez put her hands up

"Fuck all of that " Oshin huffed " You think you funny or some shit"

"It was childish and I took it too far with the song" Dex backed up

"Damn right you did" Oshin looked back at me " You have no idea what you did to her"

"I'm sorry" Dez looked at us both "I never meant to fuck things up"

"Well you did big time" Oshin turned to leave

"I miss my friends" Dez sighed

"Friends don't do what you did. It's one thing to break her heart but to turn around and childishly parade an intimate song because you mad I'm with her. Dez I didn't want to fall in love with your ex. I tried not to seem like that friend but it happened and at first, I felt sick over it. But the more I fell in love with her the more I said fuck it, you fumbled the bag. I wanted to stay your friend but I didn't see that possible while being her girlfriend. She kept saying how she didn't want the breakup to negatively affect the friend group but it did. You did. I was angry how you broke her, I was angry that I told her to feel safe with you. I was angry that you not only broke her trust but Dez you broke mine. I was wrong about you" Oshin grabbed my hand and we walked off leaving Dez standing there to process with Oshin said. We didn't buy anything and walked out of the store.

"Sit" I urged her to have a seat on a nearby bench

"Babe" She sighed

"I love you" I hugged her " Don't be angry for saying I could feel safe with Dez. You didn't know"

"But baby you questioned everything for her and I told you it was okay to do that"

"And it was" I rubbed her shoulder

"You were vulnerable and she exploited that. I told you to feel free to experiment with her. I didn't know you'd fall for her and I didn't know she'd fuck up but I said it was safe" She sighed

"Hey none of that is on you" I rubbed my lips against her cheek " Give yourself credit for helping me get back on my feet. picking up the pieces. Getting back out there"

"I'm sorry" She sighed and rubbed her face " I didn't want you to know how bad I didn't want to be with you"

"It's okay I figured there was some hesitation. I hesitated too" I kissed her cheek "I was scared I was just caught up with Dez and I didn't like women. I was scared I only wanted to be with you because I was heartbroken. But we love each other baby. Don't worry about that extra outside shit"

"Man I hate her" She groaned

"Let's head home" I stood up
Oshin stood up and held my hand. "Fuck" she sighed

"Come on" I rubbed her back as we walked out. There were a few people staring at us. I ignored them and escorted Oshin out.
I noticed Dez watching out of the corner of my eye. She just stood there staring. Damn you Dez.

I walked Oshin out to the car and she leaned against the car.
"Want a blunt," I asked her

"When I get home" She sighed

"Babe don't let this fuck your mood up" I wrapped her arms around me and pouted

"She was my road dog" She sighed "me her and my bro thicker than thieves now look at us"

"I know babe" I sighed

"I didn't think I even cared about the fact we fell out but I find myself missing her sometimes. When I'm watching a game or doing something we used to do as a crew. I know Adrian wants us to patch things up. I know Princess would like it and I know Kyrie would too" She gathered her thoughts "but how can we come back"

"I don't think we should" I sighed "at least not yet. If she's sorry she'll show us"

"I'll never forgive her for the song" She shrugged "but a part of me wants to forgive her"

"Time will tell" I hugged her and gave her a peck on the lips

"Let's go get those mani-pedis" She smiled

"That's my girl" I excitedly got in the car
She smiled at me and kissed my hand.

"Love you" I smiled

"Love us" she leaned over and kissed me. Slipping her tongue in my mouth and sucking mine making me slightly moan.

"Hey" I covered my mouth once she pulled away from the kiss.

"We solid" she smirked "I always know a way to make you moan
She pulled out of the parking spot and headed toward the salon.

I think I want to come out to my family soon about Oshin and me. Especially since we are definitely serious about each other and this is my second girlfriend now. This feels like the right time.

I hope Dez trying to slide back into our lives don't fuck up what we got going here. I like being with Oshin. I love Oshin. And I don't want Dez's miserable ass to destroy that.