Something Domestic

Chapter 19

*Oshin POV*
The next day I got up without bothering Z. I got dressed and dipped out of the house before she even woke up. I wanted to meet with Adrian and Dez to talk about some shit. We met up at the studio to sit and talk

"Whats the 911 little O" Adrian asked

"I had a semi big fight with Z" I rubbed my face

"Uhh should I be here for this. Like am I the best person to talk to about your Z issues" Dez awkwardly rubbed her arm " I mean we still navigating our roles in each others lives"

"You told Z you wanted to break up with your girl. Think I can tell you about a disagreement we had"

"About" Adrian raised her eyebrow

"I was smoking a blunt when she came home and she was like hey thought you were done cause I said I was thinking about it keyword thinking and I was like eh I like it and whatever whatever so she says how she doesn't want weed in the new house but she calls it her home so I remind her hey its our house. and then I may or may not have thrown it in her face she popped Molly"

"She did what when" Adrian asked in pure shock

"But weed is an issue" Dez raised an eyebrow "sorry that was out of line"

"That was my point tho" I sighed "Then she broke down about all shes been under but how she doesn't do drugs and she wants drugs out of her life but me, you, and her uncle are preventing that and I'm scared yall"

"Scared she's gonna dump you, did you tell her that" Adrian asked

"She said my attitude has gotten worse since hanging with Dez. What does that even mean"

"I don't notice a change" Dez shrugged

"happy wife happy life "Adrian sighed "you want her happy hear her out and make changes. When she brought up her concern how did you respond"

"Told her to chill basically its just weed"

"You made her concern seem little and beneath you" Adrian pointed to me "That hurts her"

"But I didn't mean to do that I just didn't want her to flip her lid. Then it kept getting worse because I was angry and saying shit outta my neck. told her she had her panties up her ass"

"This grave you dug yourself in mate is getting deeper the more you add" she shook her head

"I don't know what to say here. I agree with you. You've been smoking weed since before you knew her and you were open about it and she got in a relationship with you knowing what to expect" Dez sighed

"and that is right but your presentation Oshin"

"Fuck" I sighed " I swear if I fuck this up"

"You wont just go talk to her" Dez smiled

"She asked if I was insinuating she shouldn't have broken up with you" I sighed " What if this backfires"

"Hey you don't got to worry about me, I've moved on from that" Dez shrugged " If she forgives me for that she does but it wont go beyond that"

"I told you not to date Dez's ex" Adrian sighed " Now we in weird predicaments"

"The heart wants what the heart wants Adrian" I sighed

"But the group suffers" She rubbed her face "Take Jahmil and Kyrie they tried to talk didn't work okay they are friends and have moved on. That dynamic works because they arent flaunting the relationship in the other face and if they did the other doesn't care because the relationship went nowhere. Dez made this girl turn her back on her definition of her own sexuality and then they break up and here you go. I was worried from the jump. Now yall wanna be besties again but we have to deal with that situation"