Something Domestic

Chapter 6

*Dez POV*

"Babe you were amazing last night" Rah'Ji smiled

"Thank you" I kissed her

"any words from your friends" She asked

"Just the ones I already talk to" I sighed

"They'll reach out if they want to and if they don't it's okay" She rubbed my back

"I know but I miss the dynamic Oshin and I had. I shouldn't have fucked that up over some petty feelings over a girl. Oshin was my friend first before Z was my girl and I forgot that"

"So who do you want back. Oshin or Z" Rah'Ji smiled

"Babe" I sighed

"Look I know you got baggage we talked about this but I'm not gonna keep riding around being your girl being shown off at shows as long as you still love your fucking ex Dez" She rolled her eyes

"I'm not. But neither of them deserve what I did to them" I rubbed my face " It's not about loving my ex its about apologizing"

"Yeah, you did that on TikTok, on Twitter, on insta, during the fucking show. They know you're sorry. Babe you can't keep doing this to yourself or to me" She crossed her arms " all that talk about focusing on me. You focusing on them and more specifically her. Dez she's moved on. She fucking your friend but you told me you used to talk shit about Oshin"

"Because I knew she wanted my girl" I was starting to get angry

"And she got her so move on" She got in my face " You have me"

"It's not about Z dammit" I tried not to yell

"I want to believe that. I want to think you aren't using me" She rubbed her face " I want to believe we are serious and you love me not her"

"I do love you. I am over her" I hugged her and kissed her "It's about you baby. I am not using you"

"Then why this obsession with getting them to forgive you"

"I don't want people I care about to hate me. I was vulnerable with them and they were vulnerable with me and I don't want that to go to waste" I sighed " relationships mean so much to me because you don't know when you'll never see someone again"

"Babe" She sighed " You love her still"

"No" I adamantly denied " I just don't want to fuck someone over and them not know how bad I feel about it"

"You fucking me over right now by being stuck on your fucking ex" She yelled

"I'm not" I didn't want to yell back. I didn't want to argue. I want her to know I love her. I love Zariah too though, I can't deny that. I do love her and I do want her back but that's not going to happen. I love being with Raj'Ji. She is who I care about now and I'm not going to fuck this up.

"I've moved on too" I kissed her and picked her up to carry her to her room

"Don't think some sex can prove me wrong" She huffed

"Oh" I pulled her pants down "It will"

I laid the thing on her with lots of licking and strap riding. After Rah'Ji met multiple orgasms I laid down next to her.

"You want to be with me" She asked

"Hell yeah" I kissed her

"Only me" She asked

"Hell yeah" I kissed her again " Only you beautiful"

"I'm sorry for tripping earlier"

"I'm sorry for giving you a reason to trip" I rubbed her face