Oshin got up early this morning to go film the podcast with Mystic and Dez. I decided to spend have some me time. I got my nails done and although normally I only let Oshin do my hair I decided to head to Molly's and get my hair done after leaving the nail shop.
"Girl Let Oshin find out you having someone else do your braids" Kimmie joked when I walked in. She graduated with Oshin and got her this job.
"She busy with her music and I need braids ASAP" I laughed sitting in her chair"
"Yo so O really on Mystic show" Kimmie tipped me back into the shampoo bowl
"It's starting" Her boyfriend turned up the sound on the amazon echo for us to listen to the podcast
"Hello Everyone this is Muzic with a Z with ya host Mystic. Im joined by Oshin and Dezzybeats holla at em"
"Sup" I heard Dez's voice
"Heyyy" Oshin giggled
"Not the girly hey" Kimmie laughed
"So your song streaming on all forms. You got girls busting y'all DMs down" Mystic laughed
"I mean I stay having girls in my Dms anyway" Dez laughed
"You Oshin"
"One or two" Oshin laughed "they not getting to me"
"Shit Oshin said she on lock ladies y'all hear that" Mystic laughed
"Damn straight I got a fiancé and we getting married and we finna get a sperm donor and have some babies" I could almost hear her smile
"She really on her way being all cute. She trying to get some tonight" Kimmie boyfriend laughed
"Okay while you are on cloud 9 Dez you broke up with your blue haired baddie"
"Yeah but it was no drama type shit. I still support her dreams and she supports mine"
"Well that's nice to hear, Well with women trying to get in your Dms you giving them the time of day"
"Nah I'm not finna fuck a fan"
"Shit Toxic" Oshin laughed
"Can we expect more from y'all"
"Oshin not for this fanfare shit so maybe not" Dez laughed
"Yeah I just did something fun with my bro and that's it. Hair is my thing not music"
"You do hair"
"Shit she did this" Dez laughed
"Hell where you work"
"Shoutout Molly's. Shoutout Kimmie for getting me a job there"
"You about to have hella people in here now she done shouted you out" I laughed
"Right" Kimmie's boyfriend laughed
"And imma send them all to her" She laughed
"So on Twitter the girlies have been talking. They want to know Oshin do you consider yourself a fem or a stud"
"Fuck I keep going through this. I'm a stem bitches. A stem. I am kinda fem. Kinda stud. A stem. Quit trying to make me either or"
"Pop off" Dez laughed
"Like damn look my bad stems post y'all best baddie selfies. Put #OshinStems on that bitch I'll repost y'all"
"Y'all heard her. Go post"
"Shit I'm trying to see this too for scientific purposes" Dez laughed
"Post Post Post" Oshin laughed
"The Twitter girlies also want to know about your fiancé. They want some tea on her"
"I mean it ain't no secret. I do be posting her" Oshin laughed and I could tell by her voice she was smirking
"How'd y'all meet"
"At a restaurant and I feel in love with her immediately. We had to really work for this relationship. Her family fighting this but what we have is real so yeah like I said we getting married, getting a sperm donor, and having some cute ass babies"
"That's plural shit how many y'all having"Mystic laughed
"We want 3 kids. One from me. One from her. And one adopted"
"Shit they got a game plan, Dez you got a plan for kids"
"Yeah actually. I want 2 kids"
"You having them" Oshin laughed
"Nah that pregnancy shit for y'all women stronger than me. I get a bad period cramp and the world is over for me. I will love to have a beautiful wife that is willing to carry children for me"
"Cute" Mystic laughed "y'all can't see this right now but Im sure y'all know this but these two have some beautiful ass smiles.
"Shit I'm fine as hell, know that" Dez laughed
"Shoutout to my genetics. My brother also has this award winning smile. Its my mom's smile" Oshin laughed
"You have a brother"
"Yeah" Oshin laughed
"Y'all can't see this but damn Mystic just jumped up and almost took the whole mic set up with her" Dez laughed
"Straight girls who feel oddly attracted to Oshin don't question your sexuality. She has a brother" Mystic laughed
"He is bisexual so fellas go hit him up too. rie I'm hooking you up bro. Kyrie Harmin"
"Oshin putting everyone on" Dez laughed
"Hell yeah. Spreading the love" Oshin laughed
"If you for the streets he doesn't want you btw" Dez added
"We don't want no run throughs" Mystic laughed "alright well this has been fun"
"Stream our song baddies" Dez chuckled
"Remember #OshinBaddies" Oshin laughed
"Alright Muzic with Z lovers. Join me next week. Peace,Love, and Vibes"
"Them two some fools" Kimmie laughed
"I know but I'm glad they having fun" I smiled
"Sis you worried about hoes in Oshin dm" Kimmie asked
"Nah I ain't worried about it" I rolled my eyes "they in the dms and I'm moving into a home with her"
"I know that's right" Kimmie laughed
She finished up my hair. I payed and headed straight to Oshin's apartment. We are in the process of packing still.
"Hey sexy" Oshin was sitting on the couch fresh out the shower. Hair still wet in a bra and panties
"Where your clothes at" I laughed
"I'm in my home, fuck I need clothes for" she laughed blowing some smoke out of her nose
"You smoking weed still" I asked
"Uhh yeah I guess I am" She looked at the blunt
"Oh yeah I guess I am. Oshin babe I don't want weed in our new home okay" I sighed
"It helps me relax and shit" She sighed
"I'm not comfortable with drugs in my home"
"Babe its weed its not like its coke" She laughed but her smile faded when she saw I didn't find it funny
"I hate what hanging with her has done to your attitude" I rolled my eyes
"And what do you mean by that"
"I mean you starting to act like her. My concerns are just a fucking joke. I say one thing and you have to minimize my concern. I do not want fucking drugs in my house"
"Our house. It's our house"
"Oshin what the fuck are you trying to prove here"
"Mrs.Molly got a lot to say about my weed habits"
"Don't throw that in my face" I walked away
"I'm not but I'm saying you convinced me to pop a molly with you but want to have your panties up your ass about weed"
"That's how you see this" I shook my head " You think I was wrong for dumping Dez"
"what no, Dez lied to you and sells drugs for your uncle that's fucked up"
"But weed no big deal Oshin"
"Not what I meant, I mean you rolled hard on some motherfucking molly right there on my floor but I smoke some weed and we gotta argue"
"It was no argument. I have never brought it up before, you just didn't do it in front of me. Now you don't give a damn"
"You offer me blunts like it ain't shit but it cant come in your house"
"Because when you get angry you explode and I didn't want you exploding on Dez. She's your friend. despite all the bullshit all the lies all the everything she is your friend Oshin so I'm sorry for trying to deescalate the best way I know how. You love having fun and smoking so when you get angry and I cant calm you down yeah I'd hand you a blunt. That doesn't mean I liked it. And yeah I popped a molly but at that moment I felt so crushed so empty so angry I didn't know how to comprehend what was happening. I ruined your friendship with Dez and yes while it is getting better it will never be the same. One slip up regarding me on either side and what happens then. All of that came crashing down on me and is still crashing on me and I can't deal but drugs aren't the answer, I just want to be as far away from drugs and drug culture as possible but between my uncle, Dez, and you. It keeps slapping me in the face" I broke down crying
"Z I'm sorry I didn't mean" Oshin sighed "I'm sorry babe"
"I have to deal with all of this and I would appreciate a little more sympathy when I make simple requests like no weed in the house" I wiped away my tears
"Yeah of course I don't know what has gotten into me"
"I do" I sighed and walked away
I walked into the room, showered and then climbed into bed. I sighed deeply into my pillow. Oshin didn't join me in the bedroom. She came and got a pillow and blankets and slept on the couch. Surprising since she loves to cuddle me in her sleep. Our first huge fight and she camps on the couch. But can I be mad I walked away. I had nothing else to say. She adopted the same attitude she had when I first met her. The one that is similar to Dez. The I don't give a fuck attitude. The one I thought she left behind. Making me feel like a burden on those I love. I just want a safe normal life. Is that too much to ask for
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Something Domestic
RomanceZariah has tried something new. She's bisexual, maybe? Now she wants something domestic like marriage and a family and building a home.
