In the moment

Its always you

She holds on to jack tight finding comfort in his warmth while he rests his cheek on top of her head knowing she wasn't ready to let go. There was something magical about his embrace that made her forget everything else, she felt relief consuming her as she relaxed into him. They sat there silent not needing to say anything, just knowing they were here for each other.

The last few weeks had been hard for them both, it wasn't something they were prepared for, never in a million years did they think it would happen to them. It felt like they were living one of those real life story's you read in magazines that you assume are highly exaggerated. Soph found it hard to talk to anyone after losing the baby. She felt like no one understood how she was feeling, she was still growing a life while losing another. She found a twins mum page which evidently started her healing process. She found it a lot easier to talk to strangers than what she did her actual friends and family.

She jolts pulling jack out of his now sleepy embrace 'oh shit' she stares out the window and then to jack, her hand still resting on her tummy.
Jack watches her cautiously 'what is it? Ya okay?' He asks with his brows pushed lightly together.
She takes his hand and places it under hers, they sit in silence for what felt like ages, but a few minutes later jacks feels it too 'oh moi gawd is that the baby?' His eyes glistening as they fill with tears.
Soph nod her lips pressed together while her eyes wide like she can finally see clearly. Jack lays down resting his head on sophs lap he kisses her belly 'now then little man' he says with his lips almost touching her skin. He feels the baby flutter against his hand again 'is that your left or right foot?' A grin spreading across his face as he looks up at Soph, tears streaming down her cheeks. 'Hold on a minute mate' he whispers into her belly again before sitting up. He rubs his thumbs underneath sophs eyes wiping her tears 'what is it bab?'
She shrugs her shoulders, she didn't really know. It was like all the pain she'd felt the last two weeks had been taken away in this moment. She was overwhelmed with emotion after she'd been so numb to feeling. Emotions she didn't feel worthy of having after losing the baby. 'I'm just. I'm just happy' she smiles through her tears at jack 'I didn't think I'd feel it again, but.' She looks down at her bump and back up at jack 'this moment, I'm glad you where here' she pulls him in, her head tucked perfectly in his neck as she smells the familiar scent of his aftershave. 'I'm sorry jack' she whispers against his neck.
'What you sorry for Soph?' He pulls back to look at her face
'For not listening, for running off, for going out without security' her eyes search his as her hand comes up to hold his face, his eyes closing at the sensation of her hand.
He opens them again 'non of this is your fault Soph, I don't ever want you thinking that' he shakes his head as he goes to hold her hand. 'This right here' he points to her engagement ring 'I am yours Soph!' He grins at her 'I wish I could say I'm only yours but you're gonna have to share me with the kids yknow'
She giggles, his heart growing in sizes as he watches the life coming back in her face. 'I love you jack'
'I love you too Soph' he tucks her lose strands of hair behind her ears 'I don't want you believing the shit that tabloids write, you're the only woman I ..' she breaks him off kissing him deeply, her tongue exploring his, he groans into her mouth. 'Fuck Soph' Her hands in roaming his hair as she straddles him on bed. 'We can't' his lips whisper against hers.
'We can' she lightly tugs his hair. Her hormones sending her wild. 'We just have to be gentle'
They explore each other's bodies with soft stokes and kisses, savouring every last tingle and goosebump.
'You're perfect' he remarks as his kisses trail down her body, over her bump, his lips finally reaching her clit.
She wraps her foot around the back of his neck and drawing him in closer as he starts to lick and suck at it. He looks up up from between her legs 'you sure this is okay?'
She nods 'don't fucking stop now' she pushes her foot against him again. He continues to work on her clit as he rubs his fingers up and down her wet slit. He circles his fingers around her entrance 'can I?'
'Yes!' She moans loudly craving his touch. She feels waves crashing over as his fingers work there way in and out of her. Her senses without a doubt heightened by pregnancy hormones. She pulls at his T-shirt 'come here' she demands, him now on top of her resting on his hands. She reaches into his joggers clasping his rock hard erection, freeing it from the thick fabric. She watches his face above her, panting as she moves her hand up and down his shaft, his eyes never leaving hers. He frees one leg out of his joggers so he can move freely, Soph guiding his cock to her entrance. They both take a sharp inhale as he enters her.
He moves back and forth slowly both of them still unable to take their eyes off each other. He leans down and kisses her, the passion building in both of them as they end together. 'It's always you Soph, only you' he kisses her as he rest his hand back over her tummy. 'He's okay right? It feels hard?' he lightly presses her tummy.
She nestles her head in his chest 'it's normal, he's fine' she says as she feels him wiggling inside her. 'I've been thinking of names'
Jack manovers his head so he can see her face 'ah yeah? Funnily enough, so have i' he grins at her as he reaches for his phone willing to show her the baby name app he'd downloaded.
'How about we put them all in a hat and then draw one out each? See what we think?' She's stroking the light layer hair across his chest.
He kisses the top of her head 'I love it'