this is how you fall in love// jung wooyoung

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Chapter 15

It’s lunch time at school and I’m currently sitting with Jenny, who is questioning me all the time. I don't remember the last time I saw her at school. That girl is really active and she really doesn't care about school. That is starting to fascinate me.

However, she is never the topic of conversation here, because our topic is always my life. So it is today.

"So you are telling, that you two are just friends now? Girl, are okay? How can you be friend with him after everything? I mean, don't you still have feelings?" she asks me.  I don't know how to explain this whole situation to her without telling her that we were never together.

"Well, yeah. I still have feelings, but I also need to know what I want. First from myself, then from him. I don't want to drag him away or be with him just like that. I need time." I say. And that's something I honestly mean. If we are ever going to be together, we both first need to know what we want from ourselves.

"Okay, but let me tell you something. Remember how I told you about more than a month ago that Woo was watching you all the time? And that he is probably in love with you?" I nod, remembering that scene.
"Well, I wasn't wrong. Turn around now and look at him. He looks at you, just like he did then." And I do as I am told. I turn around and see Wooyoung looking at me, and when I look at him he smiles back at me. And I smile at him.

When I think about it, Wooyoung was in a relationship with Emily at that time, is it possible that this is really going on from before?

"See? I told you. There's no way the two of you will ever be just friends. You will either be together or you will not." when she said that I turned around to look at her.

"Why would you say that?" I ask. That sounds like we can never be friends.

"Because of the way he looks at you, girl. That's just not friendly way. Not even you have looked at him like that all these years." I'm confused.

"What do you mean? I was in love with him from the first day we met. Of course I looked at him like that too." I said offended...

"Not like that Korean girl." she is driving me crazy. What the hell is she talking about?

"Can you tell me nicely what do you mean cause I don't get it?" I ask.

"Honestly, I think he's more in love with you than you are with him." What? That's not true.

"That's not true." I say.

"You don't get it now, but you will see." she said this and now i'm confused. I also want to love him or like him as much as he likes me. If that's true. But I don't want him to think that this is one sided or to feel like I'm not giving enough. Do I need to show my feelings better, or to try more?

"So, Choi girl, when are we going to hang out?" she asks.

"I don't know, maybe when I finally see you at school and tell you hi, like I wpuld tell to normal and present person?" I say, and she laughed.
"And even you are calling me Choi girl?" I ask.

"Everyone is calling you like that now, because of Wooyoung, and I want it too. Besides I like it how it sounds. So cute." she says, with a big smile on her face.

"Stop teasing me Jenny!!" I'm complaining, but not really.

"C'mon Choi girl don't be shy. We all know you like it." she keeps teasing me, and then I understand why. To make Wooyoung hear, because when I turn around, hearing his voice, he smiles at me. He must like it when he openly gets praise for my nickname.

"Are you ready for today my lady?" for today? What is today? And my lady? Am I missing something?

"For today? What is today? Did I forgot about our essey lesson?" I ask, confused.