bang yedam x reader (oneshots)

fanfiction (3)

"hey! i.. take it back uh.. let's not go to the haunted house.." i said as i looked at yedam
"why?" he asked
"just.."

you are going to die there..

yedam gets impaled by a sharp edged rod by accidently tripping on one of the wires.

"im scared" i said even though i dont get scared of haunted houses 
"really? what happened to all the 'im not a scardy cat talk'?" he asked
"i..."

gosh why is this so freaking hard..

"and what are you looking at on your phone anyway?" yedam asked

he's catching on..

"let's go to the bumping cars instead" i said and yedam looked at me, his face filled with suspicion
"why?"
"as i said.. i dont want to go to the haunted house"
"but why? you were the one who wanted to-"
"i dont want to now! im scared okay?" i said and i felt my face burn up from embarrassment for acting like im admitting that i hate scary stuff.
yedam stared at me for a while but then laughed and i pouted
"hey shut up.. pabo" i said and yedam laughed even more
"ahh lord okay geez alright.. i didnt think you'd admit to things like this" yedam said while smirking and i rolled my eyes

alright.. he's safe for now..

i checked with the fanfiction again just to make sure there was nothing that would kill yedam in the bumping car ride.

"oh damn.. this is crowded with more couples than childern" yedam said and i laughed
"it's almost nighttime so yeah im not surprised" i said 
we then went in the ring and picked a purple car and yedam let me drive first.
"fun fact i suck at driving" i said as i put on my seat belts 
"so we are dying together huh? how romantic" 
"very romantic indeed, now hold on tight or you will be the one dying alone" 
"yes ma'am" 

and we played around with the other couples and we are really good at bumping cars if i do say so myself.

"and that only means that you are a horrible driver.. because you bumped into everyone" yedam said 
"yah! let me just feel proud of myself for a moment will you?" i said and yedam laughed
"mhm, im proud of you" yedam said as he patted my head and that took me by surprise, i felt butterflies in my stomach.
"y-yeah! anyways! it's getting late.." i said and yedam looked at the sky which was now pitch black
"do you wanna go back?" he asked with disappointment written all over his face
"we can go for another ride if you want" i said and yedam immediately showed his gummy smile in approval and i giggled to myself at his cuteness
"where do you want to go?" i asked him
"there" yedam said as he pointed to something and i looked to where he was pointing to see the ferris wheel.
"ah.." i trailed off

is it dangerous? should i just pull out my phone and look it up..

"how about we go to the photobooth before that?" i asked and he looked at me confused again
"why?"
"yah! i want to take pictures with my bias, dont complain" i said and yedam laughed immediately
"i'm your bias?" he asked and i nodded
"of course you are! you are bang yedam after all" i said and he laughed even more
"do you want an autograph then?" he asked and i stopped on my tracks and looked at him.
"will you?" i asked and he smiled immediately
"of course! but let's take the picture first like you said" yedam said and i nodded. and just like that we went to the photo booth and took a few pictures together.

"you're so freaking cute" yedam said as he pointed at one of our pictures and i immediately blushed 
"d-dont say that" i said and yedam simply smiled at me
"a-anyway.. i dont have a pen" i said and yedam looked at me confused for a moment
"ah for the autograph?" he asked and i nodded
"i'll ask for a pen at the store then" he said and i simply nodded and he went over to a shop nearby 

damn how eventful could this day get?

i got to meet yedam.. go to an amusement park with him.. take pictures with him.. and an autograph now..

but all of this happened because of the fanfiction that i read..

the fanfiction..

wait-

i checked the fanfiction again and this time there was an extra paragraph.

i immediately ran into the shop and i spotted yedam who was asking the cashier for a pen.

"damie!" i said as i immediately back hugged him and the cashier looked at the both of us weird.
yedam didnt say anything but just borrowed the pen from the cashier and dragged me out of the shop.
"what was that all about?" he asked as soon as we were out.

he was going to get injected with drugs by the person who was standing a few feet behind him.

"i-i... missed you" i immediately felt myself going beet red after saying something like that out.
"really now? i legit just went to borrow a pen" he said while chuckling a little

that was such a stupid thing to say- what do i say now?

"i.. dont want to leave you after tonight" i said and yedam suddenly stopped smiling and looked at me
"why?" he asked
"why do you always ask why? is that why 'wayo' was your first single?" i asked and yedam laughed 
"i do ask a lot of 'why's huh? just a habit i guess" he said and i chuckled

"i dont want to leave you because.. i dont know if i'll ever see you again.. and maybe it's just the teume in me that i want to talk to you and spend time with you again but i also.. want to be real friends with you and not just a stranger you went out to an amusement park with today or a normal teume" i said and yedam didnt reply, he simply stared at me

"you know.. this was supposed to be the day i escaped reality" yedam said and i turned to look at him

"which meant.. the day im supposed to die" 

i immediately flinched hearing that.

"i wanted to kill myself but.. i couldn't.. i wished that i'd somehow get into an accident or.. get poisoned by someone or get stabbed by something or.. even get drugs injected into me by a random person.."

i cant believe what im hearing..

it's exactly everything that was there in the fanfiction..

"but i didnt.. and instead.."

yedam turned to look at me and i looked into his eyes which showed an emotion that i couldn't read.

"i found a reason to live" he said with a smile on his face now

"and.. what is it?" 

"you"

it was just a word with three letters in it.. but it held too many strong emotions into it. yedam found me, i was his reason.

"so.. i don't want to leave my reason behind either" he said 

and then i burst out into tears just by hearing yedam saying wayyy too many emotional stuff and when i say yedam panicked i mean he PANIK when he saw me crying.

"you can't just say emotional stuff like this and expect me to not cry" i argued and yedam laughed as he wiped away my tears and i leaned into his chest and he let me stay there.
"im sorry y/n.. but thanks" he said and i hit him in the chest