bang yedam x reader (oneshots)

in for some BL (2)

"dad told me that him and mom will be going to my aunt's house back in the town because her daughter went into labour it seems" yedam said
"ah so that's why he called you huh? so you are home alone?" 
"yeah but dad told me to stay at your place for the time being since he knows i cant exactly survive on my own" he said while chuckling and i laughed along

yedam living in my place?

"well that's cool then, you use the guest rooms" i said and yedam nodded
"it's going to be fun" he said "it's been a while since ive been to your place as well"
"yeah! we can watch movies and play some mario kart while we are at it" i said and yedam giggled
"yeah im up for it" 
"we should invite the guys over sometime as well then! and invite doyoung" i said and yedam looked at me confused yet again
"you are still not over that?"
"of course not! i finally got someone who i can tease you with" i said and yedam sighed
"but im not going to ask him so find another way"
"it's alright, i ran into doyoung today just before i got to the lockers and he introduced himself to me" i said and yedam seemed shocked
"really?"
"yep"
"did he.. tell you anything?" yedam asked with a hint of nervousness in his voice
"tell me what?" i asked him with a confused expression and yedam sighed in relief
"nothing really, well that's cool that he straight up introduced himself to you"
"yeah i know! he really has some confidence doesn't he?" i asked and yedam smiled
"haha yeah he's really all about self love and confidence.. i really admire him for that" yedam said and i couldnt help but wonder if it's why he likes him.

maybe if i was like that.. just maybe yedam would-

i felt my arm suddenly being yanked to the side and i hit my head on yedam's chest and i felt yedam wrap his arms around me protectively, i felt his warmth all over my body.
what he doesn't know is that my heart was probably gonna blow up soon because of being this close to him and my face probably looks like it's painted red.

"ah lord drivers are really reckless sometimes huh? you okay?" yedam asked and i simply buried my face deeper into his chest unconsciously because my brain was temporarily malfunctioning.
"are you alright?" yedam asked as he started to stroke my head and i immediately jumped off of his embrace when i felt his hand.
"i-i uh.. i-im good" i said and i started to walk forward since i didnt want him to see my face at all but yedam followed along since he has to go to my home now.

once we finally got home, i ran up to my room not greeting my mom and then i started to take a shower quickly.

gosh why am i like this?

why did i have to fall for someone who i can definitely not have?

yedam has doyoung now- that should really make me stop feeling this way but- why do i feel even horrible-

i love BL- i should support them but..

why am i jealous of him?

i got out of the shower and got me some new comfortable clothes and i went downstairs to find yedam in his new clothes that was in the guest room as well.

"your mom wont come home tonight" yedam said as he showed me a sticky note which was written by my mom, saying that she had a night shift today.
"i guess it's just the two of us.. tonight" yedam said and it almost made me blush again.
"for the dinner.. i can cook for us-"
"nah it's alright let's order from outside for today, besides, you did promise me a movie night remember?" yedam asked and i nodded laughing
"yeah yeah alright lets go watch a movie"

and then after a while of rock paper scissors (in which yedam one) he chose a romance movie and then we started watching it together while eating little snacks that i had up in the kitchen cabinet. yedam laid his head on my shoulder after eating all of his stash and watched the movie as if he didn't give me a heart attack at all... but i'd lie if i said i didn't like it. i slowly found myself placing my head on top of his as well while watching the movie.
and to ruin the moment yedam's phone suddenly rang and we both eyed it which was placed in the coffee table. 

'dobby' was the caller id

"who's dobby?" i asked and yedam immediately took his phone away 
"i need to take this, if you'll excuse me" yedam said and got up from the couch and head into the kitchen for some privacy.

dobby..

is it doyoung?

"it's him isn't it?" i mumbled to myself as i paused the movie and sat alone looking at the tv, spacing out.
"im back" yedam said which made me snap back to reality and i nodded
"who was it?" i asked 
"doyoung"

fucking knew it- wait- why am i even acting like a possessive girlfriend- god..

get a grip y/n!

"oh damn, doyoung eh? what did yall talk about huh?"
"why are you so interested in it?"
"oh cmon im always in for some BL-" and i got cut off by yedam who pinned me against the couch with no warning. i immediately felt myself grow warmer and my heart felt like it was about to leap out anytime.
i mean- HE PINNED ME AGAINST THE COUCH GOD DAMMIT WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!

"what if i say i wasn't interested in him at all?.. what if i say the person im interested in is.. you?"

"w-what?"

yedam moved closer to my face, our lips being inches apart.

"what if i just want to kiss you now?"

i was losing my mind at this point because of how close he was to me, i couldn't think straight.. i found myself closing my eyes and tilting my head for giving easier access to yedam and i felt him smirking immediately when he saw me in this state.

"im sorry to ruin that BL story of yours but i like you.. y/n l/n"

and then yedam closed the gap between us and gave me the pleasure of my first kiss. it wasn't rushed but it was full of desperation which immediately turned more heated. i found my hands slowly slipping onto his shoulders and yedam smirked into the kiss knowing that im enjoying myself now.
he finally detached our lips when he realised that the both of us really needed some air. i could hear yedam panting beside me and i was panting as well.
silence immediately took over the room.

"i like you too" i said while still trying to catch my breathe and yedam looked at me with a surprised expression but replaced it with a smile immediately.
"im glad.." he said 
"but wait- what about doyoung-"
"he really is just a friend of mine, besides, he likes someone already" yedam with a knowing smirk
"but-"
"he knows you because he figured out that i liked you and he teases me about it a lot too.. so that was what you saw at the library earlier, him teasing me like it's the only job he has"

ah.. so he's just like me..

"i guess that's one thing doyoung and i have in common huh?" i said and yedam laughed
"yeah pfft you guys would definitely get along now that i think about" 
"maybe we would" i said "but who does he like anyway?" 
"yoshinori hyung" yedam said with a smirk and i gasped
"HOLY SHIT HOW DID I NOT KNOW THIS WHAT-"
"i dont know but they are actually cute together" yedam said 
"WE HAVE OURSELVES A NEW SHIP" i said dramatically and yedam laughed at me
"but now that that's out of the way.." yedam trailed off as he got closer to my face again and i blushed knowing what he was about to do.

until the door bell rang interrupting everything and we immediately pulled away.

"dinner is here, i'll get that" yedam said as he stood up and went to the front door and i sat on the couch in silence for a while trying to process everything that just happened.

well.. my BL story was ruined big time..

but i got to have a story of my own now, minus the BL of course.

"i like you" yedam said and i flinched and looked behind me to see him holding the food that we ordered
"jesus you scared me" i said "i still like you though" 
"who doesn't?"
"never mind i take it back"
"haha let's eat"
"yes sir"


-the end-