IN MY BROTHER'S SHADOW

Chapter 21

Marcus's POV

I am  so freaking pathetic that it's sad. I literally saw him with my own eyes sucking face with my brother and here I am still buying him something for his upcoming birthday. Ethan always loved this particular designer brand. I gazed at the watch. I still loved him. I know I'm not supposed to, but I do. I left the store and entered the car. It hurts you know. Hoping for something you know you'll never have and it's worse that your brother has it but you don't. Besides Ethan's birthday, it's not long till the final exams reach. I haven't been reading much. I should really get to that I can't be an undergraduate. That will just add to the disappointments in my life. "Wait I told Hudson, my driver for today. Can you take me to Sam's ".  "Sure Marc". I held the box that held the watch. I kept staring at it. I really didn't need the anxiety from my house all I needed my friends right now.

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The door opened and I found a grinning Emily. It's been long since I saw her smile. She ushered me in telling to be quite as she led me to the living room. There I found Walter ontop of Sam. "Can you feel me now". He said staring at Sam who was deadly quite. "They think they're alone". Emily whispered to me. "They don't know I've come back". This felt so wrong. But there I was still watching them. "Yes". He finally managed to say. "Do you like what you feel". "Yep". Emily said interrupting them."Yeah we were watching you but I started to feel like a pervert". "You were". Walter said getting up from him with a clear bulge standing out in the middle of his legs. Sam just gasped and then left the living room. He didn't have to leave they were really obvious. I chased after Sam but instead of meeting him I met a door slamming at my face and you  guessed it. It was locked. "SAM" I screamed knocking on the door. "We knew something was going on between you Sam". "You wouldn't get it". He said through the doors, Was he crying? I guess I didn't get it.  I kept banging my body against the door. "Sam please open the door". I kept doing that before everything started spining and turned black.

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"Marcus hom coud ou be tis elfish" huh? What's going on. "Cole told us everything". I heard that clearly what was going on.
I opened my eyes and saw nothing but awful bright light. But I heard beeping. It took a while,but I finally recognised my surroundings. "Huh?". "Don't huh  me, I never knew you were this selfish". "Selfish?". It took a while to recognize my mom's voice but I did. "Don't pretend like you haven't been doing this whole thing  because you loathe your brother just because of his sexuality". I looked around and found Ethan comforting a crying Cole. I flinched because the sight of that was so painful that I could feel it physically. I wish I had my friends right now. Sam! "Sam, Is he ok". "Who is Sam, you care about some stranger more than your brother". "He isn't some stranger he's my friend". "Oh those lower levels that brought you to the hospital. I sent them away, now back to Cole, You shou-". "WHAT".

I know it's hard
to read sorry.