Enhypen Imagines & One shots

crush ➪ jay

200 days. Fucking two hundred days and I'm still not over him. How?
He already found another girl while I'm still thinking about him every night. I hate you. I hate you so bad, Heeseung. I wanna hit you.

"What are you thinking about?" Kyujeong asked me. "What do you think I'm thinking about?" I sighed sitting back in my seat again. "Still?! Come on, Dayeon it's been almost a year already. Everyone moved on." - "I know! It's so annoying! Why can't I move on?!" I pulled my hair. "Why don't you just choose a boy and focus on him. Make him your crush but he isn't your crush." - "That's mean." - "What?" - "I'm basically using a boy for my own use. Imagine he likes me then and I don't want to cause I never liked him in the first place." - "Then choose someone you think you could like." I thought about his words. Maybe it'll work out. "Ah! I don't know!" I hit my head on the desk.
"Tell me if you found someone. Good luck." He crossed his fingers as I just waved goodbye.

The next second I was walking through my section. There must be a boy I like, right? I walked to every classroom and looked at the boys. The first boy that'll catch my eyes will be my crush. "Please be someone good." I mumbled still looking around. As I couldn't find somebody I just went back to my classroom.

Not even two hours later I was in my room not knowing what to do. God, I hate Heeseung.
"DAYEON!" - "YES MOM?" - "WHEN I CALL YOU, YOU SHOULD COME NOT YELL BACK!" I sighed "Okay fine I'm coming." I went to my mom who was in the kitchen and sat next to her. "What's wrong?" - "Go to the neighbours. The mom is sick and you know the dad isn't there. The son must be starving." She gave me a whole bag of food. Some were cooked, some frozen, instant food, and lots of water. "But-" - "No but. Go now!" She pushed me out of the kitchen. "I'm going in my slippers." - "Whatever just go."

I made my way to the neighbour's doors and rang the bell. If he doesn't open the door I swear to god I'm throwing hands. My impatient ass couldn't wait so I was about to go back just then he opened the door. "Hi, neighbour." - "Hi, Dayeon." he leaned against the door. "My mom wanted to give you food. Because your mom is sick and you know she worries a lot." - "Woah! That's so cute but I can cook." He pouted looking at the bag. "Shut up, Jay. Just take it." I gave him the bag as I was about to go. "Wait, Dayeon. Are you up to something? You're free?" - "I don't have time for you." - "Oh come on. I need to practice the guitar and I need a judge." He held the door open when I hesitated first. "Why annoy your mom, let's go to my house." I sighed as I got to our door.

Maybe, just maybe I can use him?

We got to my room when he started setting up his stuff. I was just looking at him trying to figure out if it was worth it. I mean I could imagine myself liking him.

"Jay, you're my crush now." I said as I took my phone. "What?" - "I need to move on and you're helping me now." - "If you're gonna use me I'm gonna hit you." - "Try to hit me." - "I will." - "Just play the guitar." He rolled his eyes.

The reason why he was sitting on my chair was very dumb. I'm bad at music why does he want me as a judge? He started playing the guitar and I just listened. It doesn't sound wrong? That's the only thing coming to my mind beside Heeseung. I sighed as I just laid back in my bed and looked at him play the guitar.
After he stopped he looked at me in hope. "It was good." I closed my eyes. "What do you mean good? I need details, Dayeon!" He sighed. "You asked the wrong person. I suck in music. It sounded good tho. I liked it." I smiled and closed my eyes again. "Now good night. You can stay here or go back to your apartment. Or just sleep next to me. I don't care."
Not even minutes later I felt him lay next to me. I didn't even dare to open my eyes so I just snuggled into his arms and fell asleep. I hate Heeseung.

The next day was very interesting actually, I went to school with him and spend almost the whole day with him. After school, we went to the park and he played the guitar again. "This one's good too." - "Good is now the forbidden word. Don't say that." - "What do you want me to say then? Fine?" - "No, you should say perfect. No one is as perfect as me." - "Oh shut up." - "Not until you say it's true." - "Okay okay, you're perfect. Now buy me ice cream and let's go home." I got up and straighten my clothes. We went back to the apartments and that's how my day ended.

That stuff kept on going for 3 whole months. I must say it was so much fun getting to know him better. And besides that, I started to sleep better and started to think about Heeseung less. Finally.
But that wasn't the only thing. Another person started to keep me up at night. But does he even like me back? Kyujeong, what did you make me do?

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As usual, Jay was waiting in front of the door so we can go to school together. I feel like it's awkward now that I realized my feelings. "Dayeon," - "Hm?" - "did you move on?" We were walking to school.
"Yes. Thank you, Jay."
"Do you still need me?"
"What is that question? Of course, I need you."
"Why?"
"Okay, what did you eat today morning? Why are you asking those questions?"
"Because I realized something."
"Yeah same." I mumbled. "Let's meet after school at the parking lot of the apartments?" - "Sure. See you later. Have fun in class." - "I'll sleep anyway, have fun Dayeon." I waved bye as I went to my classroom.

"Jay gave me this note." Kyujeong came to me as he gave me a note. 'sorry I can't walk home with you. See you later tho'
"Oh, man. Now I have to walk alone." I started walking out of the classroom and made my way back home. I wonder why he's meeting so suddenly. What if he has another girl and wants to turn me down? Nonsense! I shook my head and started running. The only way to get my head empty.

Later that day I met him at the parking lot. I was nervous, to be honest. He said we should get ice cream first and after getting ice cream we sat down at the park where we usually sit. "Why do you still need me?" - "Because you're Jay. Why? Do you want to go?" - "What? No." - "Good. I like you that's why you can't go anymore." He started choking on his ice cream which made me laugh. Suddenly the awkwardness was gone. "Sorry, what did you just say?" - "I like you." - "Like, like like?" - "Yes, Jay. Like like like." - "Well I don't. Now it's awkward." Now I was the one choking on ice cream. "I was kidding, don't die." Jay laughed instead of helping me. "I was about to bury myself alive." - "Should I help you?" - "I'm about to bury you alive." - "Let's bury ourselves alive together?" - "Okay." We started laughing and didn't stop anytime soon.

Maybe sometimes it is good to use somebody.

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thats the imagine to the imagine on my message board HAHA
good night/day minions :)