I see my parents and grandparents grow older every year. I fear every single day I'd not see them the other. I want to give them back what they gave me and make the rest of their lives the best part. I'm scared of being with them a lot so because they could notice that I fear of losing them.
I'm still very young and I try to tell myself they are too but I know I could lose them by this time.
I fear the day I'll get the message I won't see them again and I fear that I won't be able to make their lives better. The only thing sure in our lives is that we will die one day and I just can't deal with the fact it could happen to them.
One day, there will be our last small talk, deep talk, family lunch and Christmas as we are now. I want to be the one that makes every second perfect for them. I'm not the greatest son and grandchild in the world and I might have not grew the way they wanted me to but I never stopped thinking how to make their lives better, solve their problems and make the family united again.
I am scared of death, not of my own, but the death of people I love the most in my life. I'm scared so much I can't show my feelings the way I want to.
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PoetryWHAT IS HIDING BEHIND THE WORDS? short 'stories' with deep meaning. It's about my feelings or things I am going throught.
