Where are you? I still need you in my life
When I lost you I felt pain it was like a knife
I can't belive I won't be able to show you my wife
From that time there's a lot of shit I still dive...in
I tried like million times. Can't get over it I just cried
I remember that moment when happy guy in me died
It was morning. Me, waiting for u then I heard it
My life flipped over. You can't be gone, SHIT.
You were a part of my days. Now just a memory
The only place I could visit you now is cemetery
Without you in my life I still feel insecurity
That I can't make me big and kill my anxiety
From that time I see world thru broken glass
Trying drugs, getting old just a little too fast
Why did you leave? you don't want to see "us"?
Who in this world will now tell me who to trust?
Bet that all of the pain on my body is visible
If pain is a crime then I'm a fucking criminal
To live on with this on my mind I need miracle
Please come back I want to show you my potential
Don't u wanna see it?
Talking with you in my dream you showed me way
Just now I realized that my way is fucking pain
I know that I will never feel the same from the day...
...You won't be there I know I am going insane
Welcome to the bottom i have
Everyday I'm digging my grave
I beg for help I need to be saved
Everything will be fine, that's what they said
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Two Sides of Mine
PoetryWHAT IS HIDING BEHIND THE WORDS? short 'stories' with deep meaning. It's about my feelings or things I am going throught.
