I wish I could remember it all.
I want to remember what I did.
I don't understand and it's your call.
What was I punishing myself for?
Memories of it are just out of reach.
I thought it was okay, I was sure,
But in fact I was destroying you,
The thing I always held most dear.
I wish I knew what I could do.
I never meant to hurt anyone,
Especially not you most of all.
But now look what I've done.
I've ruined everything once again.
I don't feel sorry for myself now.
You'll be okay but when?
How can I feel bad about my pain?
When I caused all of yours.
Me even writing this is insane.
I just wish I hadn't been so me..
Because that's what's hurt you..
For now I'll just let you be..
I can't remember what I've done..
And I really wish I could..
But I suppose this is a lesson..
I was never the good guy..
And you were an angel from above..
For everything I really deserve to die..
YOU ARE READING
Specks in my eye
PoetryThis is a collection of my poetry from over the years. I have used it to cope with many things throughout my life. I like being able to put words to how I feel. Please be aware this will touch on sensitive topics seeing as it is a coping mechanism f...
