monster 》l.s

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02.01.2014

dear faith,

hi faith! it's my birthday! i'm twenty now. louis forgot my birthday, but i don't mind. its a hard date to remember. my mother called, she started to cry saying i was growing up so fast and that she loves me. i said thank you for the birthday wish, don't cry, i love you, talk to you soon, bye.

i started to look through old photos of me, my family and louis and i. i cried a lot. wishing my family lived close and that louis still had the smile he did in the photos.

louis had come over and looked over my shoulder and i flicked through the photos. he saw a photo of me on my second birthday, and he quickly started to sob, hugging me.

he apologized for forgetting my birthday. he said he would make up for it. i said no need. i said i loved him. he said he loved me too. he kissed me. i kissed back. i love this man. i love when he loves me. when he pays attention to me. when he kisses me. this is all i want for my birthday.

i'm laying in bed now, louis asleep leaned against me. this is the best birthday ever.

love, always.
harry.