monster 》l.s

1.6

5/21/2014

dear faith,

it's been awhile, hasn't it? i know, i haven't just sat down and wrote stuff down. so i do apologize.

how am i doing? fine, i moved out. yes, louis and i broke things off. there's was a point of the relationship where, too much was too much. i can tolerate a lot, but this was too far.

louis hit me, twice. a slap and a punch. since we can't afford his medication, he hasn't been taking them some days. that day, he didn't take any. it was a stupid fight, about money again.

hell, i blame myself. i couldn't deal with it anymore. instead of going out and finding a job, louis sits and watches netflix. i go out and search for jobs, beg for jobs, everything. so i told him how i felt. he got angry, and threw stuff. and he threw a punch at me.

i looked at him and i grabbed my journal and jacket and left. where am i now? my friend's house, nick. it was either his house or the streets. better than nothing.

well, im on my way to go get my things from my old place. i have to be strong and tell louis he needs help if he wants to be with me. so, now i'm going.

love, always
harry