What If

Chapter 11

Gulf pov

"Please don't I beg you please" I heard P'Mew wailing loudly.

Me and P'Sara rushed to him, he was sleeping but seems like he is having a nightmare.

"Phi, wake up. Everything is okay now, please get up" I hugged him before P'Sara came near him.

"Leave him nong, it's normal for him, every night he faces it" she said wiping her tears which were flowing down.

"Not anymore Phi, can you allow me to take care of him please" I asked her.

"As long as you both are happy and safe I will allow anything nong" she came forward and pecked Phi Mew's forehead which had a deep frown.

"Thankyou Phi, show me his bedroom"

"Last one on the left" she said.

Before I could do anything P'Mew got up.

"Sorry sir" was the first thing he said after waking up.

"Phi, I will take him to his room please don't disturb us naa. It's only for his good" I said to P'Sara and pulled P'Mew towards his room.

"Sir, don't pull me. I can walk" he said. But I didn't listen to him.

I dragged him to his room and locked the door.

"When are you going to think about yourself Phi? If you say that you are okay, I will kill you!" I raised my voice.

"Okay, fine! I'm not okay! I'm scared and feel so bad that I loved the wrong person and got her pregnant with my baby, to be correct, her unwanted baby" he screamed.

I know he doesn't like anyone who raises their voice at him, and that's why he is shouting back.

"Is it a girl or boy?" He looked shocked.

"Answer me Phi!" I voiced high this time.

"It's a boy, my baby. I never said it to anyone, not even to Phi" he started crying.

"It's obvious to me, Phi. She carried your baby for almost 4 months and finding the gender is possible by that time, why didn't you say it to anyone?" I asked calmly.

"I wanted a son ever since my mom asked me jokingly when I was 10 or 11 years old, but with her it was a mistake, I didn't do it intentionally but I took the responsibility even after that she killed him" he sobbed lowly with his head hung low.

"It's all past Phi"

"Nothing is past, I wanted to die badly, but all my attempts were failures. I'm not a good dad, what is there for me to live anymo…" with that I shut his mouth with my own lips.

I just pressed my lips on his lips hard not to allow him to speak, he is not allowed to say that nonsense anymore.

He pushed me hard and I landed safely on his bed.

"Gulf!! What the hell are you doing?"

"Kissing you, to make you realise that you are not a bad dad or a useless person, you are important to me Phi!!!" I shouted back.

"So what, who the hell gave permission to kiss me huh?"

"Who do I need to ask? Should I ask Laya?"

He turned mute.

I just pulled him to make him sit on the bed.

"Phi, I love you, let me take care of you please"

"...."

"If you don't answer me, I will kiss you again" I said.

"I like you too" he said slowly in his lowest voice.

"I can't hear you! What did you say" I asked him. I secretly opened the recorder on my phone and moved it closer to him.

"I like you too" he said loudly. Finally, Pheww.

The recorded part is for later use.

"When did you realise it?" I asked.

"When you bought me chop" he said.

"I want to tell you something too Phi!" I hesitated.

"Where is the sir who bravely kissed me?" he mocked me.

"Okay hear me, as I'm your CEO, I'm appointing you as my PA. You cannot reject this offer for sure"

"Why should I? I'm not your worker"

"Of course you are working for me! If not we won't ask you to check the documents, if you reject this offer, I will make sure you cannot work anywhere" I tried to scare him.

"If this, okay make sure of it as if i care" he said and got up, just to make me pull him back to the bed.

"I will buy your 'We' cafe and won't let you work there, think about your friends" I tried my best this time hoping that he should agree with me because I cannot do anything more than this related to him, but I'm not that bad person, I cannot do anything like that, I swear.

"Are you blackmailing now?" He asked

"What if I'm, you know how powerful my company is!" I said with a small smirk seeing his face getting tense.

"Okay sir" here we go again with that stupid sir.

"Okay means?" I asked.

"I will work with you fine, my stupid blackmailing boss" he cursed. It was funny.

"What are we now Phi?" I came to the point, that sir. Which I hate coming from his lips.

"What do you mean?" This dumb head!!!

"You are my boyfriend now! Isn't it"

"Yes I guess so, but still I only like you!" He said.

"No problem with that your like will gradually turn to deepest love" I know, I'm so confident in this.

"Don't get too confident sir! I just like you, what if I cannot feel anything later?" He asked.

"Before you say something, I will stop you with the method I did before" with that he covered his lips in lighting speed.

"Did you say something now?" I asked.

"Nope!" He said, still covering his thin lips.

"Come out Phi should be worried by now" I said and went out unlocking the door.

"Hoiiiiii" a figure standing close to the door, scared me.

"It's me, don't shout"

"Miss Sara, can I ask why are you standing here?"

"Huh!! Huhhh!!"

"What huh?"

"I came to call you! Yes I came to call you both for dinner, it's ready!" She said and ran away.

"Phi, dinner is ready" I said and welcomed by a Greek god again. His freshly washed face is soo good and his shorts, tank top.

"Don't stare at me, I won't melt" he said and went to the kitchen.

We had our dinner teasing P'Mew as I played the recorded part to P'Sara, he was busy sulking.

And i put up a big drama saying that my stomach is upset and stayed in their apartment with P'Mew hugging him to sleep. I felt myself complete. But I have to deal with someone now. Wait, I'm coming!!!

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To be continued...

He we go Mew likes my baby Gulf 🥳

As I said before this book will go a bit fast naa ❤️

My exams are coming 🥺 I have to study a lot 😂 I hope that I can manage it.

Happy reading ❤️

XOXO 😘

-Hana 💖