𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 ⁻ ʲʲᵏ ˣ ᵏˢʲ

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It was currently 3 AM when Jungkook awoke from his sleep. The box stayed on his mind all night, it was like he got PTSD from seeing things in the box.

He grabbed the diary from the drawer and read through more of it. He felt like he was reliving his teenage years as he read everything she felt while they were married.

The day I met you, I knew you'd never love someone like me. From the day I met you, I knew I'd hurt you more than you hurt me. Oh, I was so wrong. You did nothing.

That's how you hurt me. You showed no effort. Sure, I fucked up your life but it's not all about you Jungkook. It was never all about you. You saw it as obsession, I saw it as a 19-year-old wanting to be loved. I gave up everything for this dumb one-sided marriage. My parents convinced me that you were good. That you were perfect, and I fell for you. 

Yet, you did nothing. No effort, nothing. Just sat there like a blob. I took matters into my own hands, I wasn't going to go down in vain. I did so much for you and to think you loved me? I knew it was a lie. I read right through you. I know all your little secrets, I knew every little move you made.

Namjoon, just so happen to be there. What a coincidence. Just like you, he wanted nothing to do with me. But, Unlike you, He was weaker. Easier. I blackmailed him, drugged him and we slept together the next day. That's how little Jinnie was made. Kim Seokjin. Sorry, I meant "Jeon" Seokjin. Lol.

Of course, I bode lies to everyone who asked. I was okay with that 'crazy' title. Your parents told me how much you loved kids. I brought you one, hoping you would love me. You showed no remorse!

You acted fucking lazy. You did nothing for me when I brought you this beautiful child. Sure, it isn't yours, but you think that. I made you happy, but you still have nothing for me?

I wanted you gone. I wanted Seokjin gone. I was hurting myself, I know. Then, I saw myself in you. You didn't return those actions toward me, you returned them to Seokjin.

I knew I had to do something, but I couldn't act fast. You're smarter than most... individuals. But not smart enough. You would know that all your meeting is made up. Your assistant works for me as well. I force her to put in mandatory meetings to keep you away. Except for a few days back. I wanted you to catch us, 

Namjoon... for someone with an IQ that high, he sure is fucking stupid. I wanted all this to happen. You deserve it. After all, your life would be hell, just like mine. 

- Mi amor, Haechun.

PS: You couldn't tell that I was in love with you because you were too busy loving someone else to notice me and my efforts.

Jungkook mouth hung agape. He was shocked, she was mental but smart. He ripped the page out of the diary and slid it under the mattress. He got back in bed and tried to sleep.

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"Let go of me!" Hae-Chun yelled. Ji-Na held her tight not letting her go. "Stop acting like a fucking kid 'Chun. You're better than this."

"Stop lying to me! You're making it worse!" She broke from her arms and threw the thing closest to her. "You did this to yourself! That was my mom's ashes, you selfish little bitch!" She tackled her to the ground and started striking at her. It was like a game of cat and dog.

Hae-Chun wrapped her legs around Ji-Na's waist and flipped her to the ground, holding her wrists to the ground. "Calm down you lunatic!"

"Me? LUNATIC? Get the fuck off of me." Hae-Chun wrapped her hands around Ji-Na's neck and started choking her. She heavily gasped for air clawing at Hae-Chun's hands, she was running out of oxygen. She raised her knee, hitting Hae-Chun in the lower abdomen.

Ji-Na stumbled back pausing for an instant to catch her breath. She stepped closer. She slammed her fist into Hae-Chun's face and then kicked her legs from under her, she gasped. Holding a hand to her nose, blinking tears from her gaze she stood again. "Crazy bitch!" 

"I don't care. You're fucking selfish. I hate you." Ji-Na grabbed her jacket and left her own house. 

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A/N: YAY? :)