"I always thought that the first time I'd be on my knees I'd be praying..." I held my breath lowering myself to my knees in front of him,
"Then worship," he smirked, "what do you desire?"
Being loved by the king of Socrates Academy is haunting, espe...
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Play watching him fade away by Mac Demarco and He is in love by Taylor swift for this chapter!!
"I did not lie to you Nadya, I always told you the truth. You asked if Niklaus and I were ever in a relationship and I said no, that is true. You asked if he loved me and I said no, which is also true. You asked why he's so attached to me and I told you it's only because I had something he cared about which is also true. I was many things, but I was never false with you. You simply were not ready for such a heavy truth." She expresses and I turn to look at her, her eyes are still so kind.
"I do not judge you for it." I say to her and her eyes soften, "Blythe God- know that I do not judge you for it, there's just a lot of things I do not understand if you'll allow me to ask."
"Of course, Nadya, believe it or not, I have allowed myself to heal from this. Kareena, I know she's in her next life, I see her every time I look at the sun and I know that it is done." She tells me, "ask me whatever you want, I'm an open book."
"Okay, we'll firstly why did you...why did you have-" I begin but she laughs cutting me off,
"Why did I have sex with him?" She laughs, "because I was seventeen and there was a cute boy in the house who looked at me that I was everything he wanted. I don't know what I expected if I'm being honest, we weren't using protection and doing it all the time. Sometimes a part of me thinks we both wanted something to come out of it, something to make us less lonely."
