#teamAlpha

IRL

"Can you believe izzy?" Ryan asked me
"Well, she's not perfect" I suggested to him
"But you are"
"No, am not"
"What do you mean? You are"
"I am not, Ryan I betrayed my only best friend that stuck by my side through the rough times. And I just pushed that all away like it didn't mean anything."
"Did it mean something?"
"Our friendship, our prank team, our adventures in the future, our pranks, it's all dead and gone........."
"Megan is there something you need to tell me?"
"Yes....... I've the one who owns the blade and blades I'm the cutter, the depressed one, the life sucked when I was little one, and she helped me through that because no would, and when she first cut because of you, I, I, I didn't even care"
"So you cut?"
"Yeah, leave me like the rest"
"I'm an idiot, I shouldn't act cool too impress someone"
"Your trying to impress! You hurt izzy, all because your a try hard, you made me lost my friendship Ryan! Did you ever think about other people than yourself?"
"Megan, you need space, and I'm not the one too be in it, I'll leave, text me?"
"Maybe, I know it won't be tonight"
Ryan left
I can't believe izzy my best friend left because of my boyfriend the way I acted, how could I do that? How could I let that happen, now she's with will her new bestie, how could I be so stupid! I got up too go to the bathroom too find the blade that izzy used, I ignored it. I looked at the mirror. I smiled at the mirror and screamed at the glass it makes me feel like something loves me back. I took a shower then got out, too pack, I have know one? Nobody? But myself, I can't even handle myself? I'm a hopeless mess, I let everyone down even myself...............
As I started too pack I saw that izzy let some pictures she probably forgot because she was in a rush, I went over too it, too see photos of us and a note.

Megan, I didn't leave these pictures on purpose. I left them because they're copies of the real ones. I was hoping these pictures will be a memory of our friendship, I won't be living in the U.S. Anymore I'll be living in Aussie!!!!!! Up a different country, a fresh start, a new chapter, since my last chapter ended which means a new one.....a new beginning, your probably thinking 'your taking will' no, I am not, he's going too the UK and I'll be visiting him or whenever he needs help, and even though our friendship is roughly over because of a boy, I'll still be there for you, even though you weren't for me.......i'm hoping he'll chance you for the better, and I hope you won't change for him, you should never change for anyone :D I wish you the best of luck, and the luck for your career for design.
-this is izzy signing off. GG
Is this our last goodbye? This is how she's saying goodbye? Through a letter?
I got all my stuff packed up ready to go where ever the world takes me.....
I heard a knock on the door.
"Ryan"
"Megan, your stuff is packed?" He had a confused face
"Yeah, college is almost over, we have two mores days"
"And you wish you had izzy too spend the last day"
"Yea," I started too cry
"Megan what's wrong"
"She's leaving, leaving to Australia"
"What?!"
"She left me copies of her Polaroids pictures of us and a letter saying her goodbyes"
"I'm so sorry"
"It's getting late, you should leave, and I need rest"
"Ok, I'll come by tomorrow?"
"That won't be needed, bye ryan"
"Talk to me tomorrow"
"Okay! Bye!"
After Ryan left I went to go down to the office too see if izzy went to live with will, and sure enough she is. I wrote a letter, saying my goodbyes, hoping she'll read it. If not that's up too her.
When I went back too my dorm room the memories came flooding back. When I met izzy, when I met Marcy I think that was her name, when I met taylor, when I met conner, when I met will, Jordan, and Ryan, all the pranks............they are in the past, like everything else I had. I can't relive the past I have too face the future, the future that I'm facing alone, the fact that I have Ryan by my side won't make me feel better, it'll remind me about will then izzy.
The next day. (the day before everyone leaves)
"I called the ship people, too ship my stuff to Atlanta, Georgia" I was explaining to Ryan
"So your moving too Atlanta?"
"Yup, and I'm breaking up with you, because this relationship isn't going anywhere great, can we still be friends? At least?"
"Yes, I rather be friends with you than not friends at all, and I'm actually leaving too day, so I wanted too say goodbye"
"Bye, Ryan, I'll text you when I leave and when I get back on the ground"
"Sound good bye"
"...Bye" we hugged our goodbyes
When Ryan left, izzy and will came in.
"Izzy?"
"Megan, haha, hi. I wanted too say bye, and this time I didn't want too do it through a note, you know because I wanted too say bye in a real way"
"So it's goodbye?" I asked izzy looked at will then me and will again then me again,
"Too both of you, I always think goodbye is forever, cause your saying good, and I am saying bye, bye as in I'll come back, not now not a week but whenever you two need me? So this is bye? For now"
"The adventures awaits for you" will says to izzy
"And to you too will, and to you too Megan" she came over and hugged me
"And actually the office said that tectonically today is the official day we leave but tomorrow is basically most people are leaving, but I am leaving tonight" izzy starts too explain to will and I "so today is the last day I'll be seeing you, until next time"
"Oh, are you leaving, here izzy I want too give this to you" and I have her a note from Nona
"This is from Nona? I thought she left like a week ago?" Izzy questioned
"Well yeah she did leave, but she told me too read it then give it to you. For you too read it"
"Okay? I'll read it while on the plane"
"Okay" I say
"Ok, I guess I'll be leaving" izzy says and starts too back away
"Yeah, I guess you should I don't want you too miss your flight"
She smiles, then she is gone, will leaves right after her
I laugh "ha only you where here Nona, you'll probably can help, but you're not here, so you can't help. That's the sad thing about all of this, I wonder what you would think of this right now. You left so early. Why? If only you could answer me.....if you're somehow here, show me a sign of your witchery. Why can't I survive on my own? Why do I did a sign that someone cares, I know they care, but I need more than that." I say to myself in a light voice
I packed my stuff and shipped it to Atlanta Georgia, called an uber and headed too the airport.
I got on the plane at 8:00pm and we didn't leave until it was 10:00pm we where in the sky, I looked up at the clouds too see the sky all black with some clouds but they're at the bottom and stars and a red moon.