I have my music up load as fuck to help with my emotions right now. and izzy doesn't come in tells me to turn it down or anything. I went out my room to see izzy in front of my door.
The thing is she asked me why I was depressed when something or someone says something that I don't like...I told her she was hopeless to help me it is okay I'm glad I told her. After all that she asked me if I wanted to go with her and will meet wills friends I said no but she kept asking me and again until I said yes and I did after minutes wasted of says yes no.
Long story short izzy got lost in the woods not really but I told will to go find her because I can let that he likes izzy they have so much in common I wish I had somebody like will to have in my life.
Ryan and me talked we basically like everything and Jordan walks alone. I bet Jordan and Nora would be a perfect couple I wonder and I'm not a perfect match maker I think of a ship name for them but I kinda thought it out loud...
"Jora!" I said it out loud
"What?" Ryan asks me
Ryan stops so does Jordan
"What?"
"Who's jora" Jordan asks
"It's no one"
"Why did you say it?" Ryan asked me
"It's nothing now leave me alone" My emotions are getting to me but I can't stop. as I walk alone I listen to music and I hear Ryan and Jordan talking but I can't hear them clearly. I stop my music and the evil thoughts came in my mind
You have to pull it together don't let the emotions get to you. your happy,sad,angry that's life you have to get used to it. your family treated your emotions like they were nothing they only wanted you to be happy. they wouldn't let you experience they other feelings that life will give you, that was there mistake, you can fix their mistake by helping you at the end of it.
You can control you if your strong enough to do so, think happy when your sad, think joy when you're angry, think of the people there for you when you're depressed, the people went into your life and went out like Taylor,Conner they're a lesson that you're learning. Taylor, Conner you fell for them and they didn't catch you when fell in love now that your afraid of falling for Ryan and he won't catch you
Believe me,
Ryan is the one
Ryan is like you
He's falling for you
Catch him
Your falling for him
Fall into his arms
Believe in this fall
Stop and think of this in your head when your feeling down
Trust me
You have before
Believe in izzy
She is for you
After what you've done int he past
Believe in yourself!
Trust in yourself!
You can do anything don't let anyone or anything stop you
You are stronger than what they think
You'll show the world what you're
Don't stop
You will grow stronger every time someone stops you
You'll prove to everyone that you are strong
You will and you are prove to your real parents that they raised a strong girl
You can't see it now
You can't fell it now
But they can and see it even if you can't
Remember this, this will help
Smile the worst is yet to come but when it does come you will show that you're strong
Now stop! Go to him! Show him that you can catch him! Prove to yourself that he'll catch you
I stop and think for once that my thought is right Ryan will catch me!!
"Ryan" I turn around
"I'll be your key to your lock" I say speechless of what I just said
"Your my solution to my problem" I kept saying what I feel. It felt great!
"I will catch you if you every fall for me? If only you catch me when I'm falling for you?" I said it I felt alive it felt good to say what I was feeling I should talk to izzy more when I feel like this I really should think about it
"What?" Ryan asks
I feel like my heart stopped did he let me fall? Was my thought all wrong? Is this the worst? Do I have to smile? I did smile
I just smiled and stood there smiling
"Do you like me Megan"
"I love you like peanut butter and jelly they go together"
"Like us?"
"But we'll be better than a sandwich, we'll show the world that we can beat normal relationship we'll be us. And no one can stop it even if they tried"
"Megan I know we just met but I do like you and? Would you like to be my girlfriend?"
"Yes!" I scream an ran towards to Ryan
Sorry guys I haven't post in forever....and this part is short.....I didn't want you guys to feel like I quite this story. I don't have enough motivation to do it. comment if you want me to continue if not I'll still post it but as much because I don't feel like it :(:
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