Sam's pov
We were in the middle of eating our brunch when I suddenly asked Mama Brends and Chie.
Ma? Chie? Si Alyssa ba yun? Yung kasama ni Ben, E and Kuya TJ?
I had to pretend that I didn't know. I wanted na sa kanilang dalawa manggaling na tama ako.
Tumigil sa pagkain ang dalawa at sabay na nag salita.
Are you mad?
Sabi ni Chie
Ha? Saan? Sabay lingon sa paligid. Hindi ah.
Sabi ni Mama Brends
Oh! Huli, sinasabi ko na nga ba eh.
Sorry Mama Brends, I just had to. Kahit ako napansin na sila Aly yun, together with Eian, Ben and Kuya TJ. The more they cover up, the more sila nag stand-out.
Ay nako Chie, wag ka mag sorry sa akin, ano ka ba. Dapat yung tatlong bugok na yun, sinabi ko na mag ingat eh, lalo pa tuloy nabuko.
Kayo talaga Ma, Chie. Pero it's okay. Although I'm guessing walang alam dito si Ly?
Kanina lang umaga siya niyaya ni Baby Shark na lumabas. Sakto naman wala raw siya gagawin, pero oo hindi niya alam itong balak namin.
Guys, you don't have to do this naman. This is between me and Ly. Ayoko naman na pati kayo madamay pa.
SamBer, did we over step?
A bit, yes, but, I know your intentions are pure naman, Chie, Mama Brends. Kaya naman naiintindihan ko kung bakit niyo ginagawa 'to. Besides, I realized na what I did was unfair, but at that time, it was either fight or flight, and I was overwhelmed sa lahat ng nang yayari, so I chose to leave.
Ma, Chie, everything is complicated, alam niyo yan, regardless of how intense both of us feels. Sabi mo naman Chie, our feelings are valid, even if saglit palang pinagsamahan namin, and I accept that, I acknowledge that. But given the circumstances, I don't think . . . I don't think it's possible.
Napalunok ako bago sabihin ito.
You can still choose to love someone naman diba? And not act on it?
By this time, I notice that my voice is already breaking.
Mama Brends and Chie held each of my hand. They didn't say a single word to me, but the silence was the thing that I found comforting.
Thank you. I hope Ly didn't notice this, knowing her she would worry. That's the last thing I want her to do. She's already going through so much, ayoko na dagdagan pa.
Anyway, since I'm already caught off-guard for today's videow. haha! Gusto ko man lang makabawi.
Samantha, anong iniisip mo?
Sabihin nalang natin na this day will be memorable for Ben, E and Kuya TJ. Ayoko sana madamay si Ly pero, ayoko siya malugmok nalang buong araw.
Oh no! The SamBer I know is back! This should be fun!
Alyssa's pov
I can't believe the situation I'm currently in right now. Kung alam ko lang na may ganitong mangyayari, hindi na sana ako sumama pa.
During the times that I'm taking a glimpse kay Sam, I saw one time na hinawakan ni Ate Brends at Chie ang mga kamay niya. I'm not entirely sure kung bakit, pero it was like they're consoling her about something, but then again after a few moments, nag tawanan na silang tatlo.
