𝐒𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐃 𝐌𝐄 𝐑𝐚𝐧𝐛𝐨𝐨 𝐗 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

guess

Y/n pov

TW mentions of suicide thoughts

Hello i will use the name ranboo just so you all know

I was woken up with the sounds of my family yelling i looked at my calendar it was sunday. i got up and began to look at the messages that where sent yesterday then i saw the convo with dream i thought about it and decided that i wanted to join why not i don't stream during school days anyway i then texted dream that i wanted to join i hoped he would reply

Y/n-i thought about the offer and i decided that i would like to join the smp

Great! I glad to know that you will join the smp here is the ip to join!

Y/n- alright btw what am i supposed to do on the server

It is like a roplaying sever i was hoping you can play the role as wilburs sister it so what would happen is that you will come back from the dead and you will have like no emotion or something like that just to add to the lore ^^

Y/n-oh thats sounds cool! When can i meet the others?

Ill send you a discord link where all the minors are at :)

Y/n alright i will join later i have stuff to do

Alright talk to you soon y/n

Y/n -bye!

I went downstairs my mother had already left for work and my father was passed out on the couch what did i do to deserve this i know why this had occurred but why us? I just want to disappear from this earth dead i dont want to live like this hey Why not text ranboo if he wanted to go to the park i hope it clears my mind of things

Y/n hey ranboo do you wanna go to the park?

Oh y/n im sorry but i cant go at the moment im busy at the moment sorry :(

Y/n- thats alright i will just go by myself no worries

Im sorry but ill go when i can but i have to get back to what im going ill talk to you later bye y/n!

Y/n- its okay but bye ranboo!

Alright guess im going alone thats fine i decided to play music on my air pods i had also decided to take a longer rout and as i was walking there was a Bridge i stood in front of it what if i jump....? Would anyone miss me would i be free would my parents even care no no! They would care right? After that i just started to run to the park i then went to the swing and got lost in my thoughts i must have lost track of time as how it was already night it felt as 1 minute i then remembered i had to go home to i ran to my backyard climbed a tree jumped on the roof and then i got inside my house i did this often i then checked my messages i then realized ranboo had texted me i did not even bother to open it, it wad sent 2 hours ago so i think i would have been late to the text anyway. I then got up put on my pjs and put my phone to charge i then went to my ned and drifted to sleep

I had to update this chapter as how it did not publish fully but thank you to anyone who read this and have a good day or night!

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