𝐒𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐃 𝐌𝐄 𝐑𝐚𝐧𝐛𝐨𝐨 𝐗 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

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Ok im thinking of quitting this story but ill talk more about it in the end but as always there's some sensitive topics including trama anywho lets get onto chapter 9!

"What? Y/n we are out camping don't you remember"... "no im sorry i just remember that we came here but everything after that is all just a.....blur." "Oh my y/n get some rest ill be back"... "alright ranboo." I laid my head on the pillow and fell into a blissful nap. In my dream i was floating in a sea of cold but..warm water it was so peaceful like nothing else mattered in this world. I was laying in the water when all of a sudden someone grabbed my leg i was pulled down into the deep seas "WAKE UP" thats all i heard i "woke up" it was already the next day i saw ranboo and his parents standing there just looking blankly staring at the wall i walked up to ranboo and hugged him when he pulled me off and threw me onto the floor. I looked up and saw his parents where no longer present ranboo just started at me i tried to get up but i was pushed back down ranboo had his foot on my stomach it hurt but at the same time it didn't. Ranboo said some stuff I could not recall everything but one word i heard as clear as day "ᴍɪꜱᴛᴀᴋᴇ" i woke up i was starting to doubt if i was awake or not so i hit my head against the wall over and over this time i was awake im sure but i still cant forget the word it kept looping in my mind over and over mistake mistake at this point i was crying sobbing filled the room suddenly i remembered everything how i hit my head and all it was all confusing I walked into the kitchen mark was there looking down at the floor i decided to go what i did in the dream i hugged him from the back. He flinched but when he turned and saw me he hugged me so tight i was going to bite him but i didn't have the strength to do so, so i just gave into the hug snuggling up to the hug it was warm and cozy it made me feel safe. I heard sobs when i looked up i saw he wass crying. "Ranboo why are you crying? Are you alright" "im sorry i just thought you forgot everything im sorry" oh my i just hugged him tighter so he could feel more comfortable. After i broke the hug the warmth had left and ranboo looked upset "boo what wrong now?" Ranboos face seemed like a tomato he did not answer instead he went into his room well our room. i went out the cabin to be greeted with the sent of food marks parents where doing a cookout it looked so good! (Ehem so i don't know ranboos parents names so ill be using mrs ran and mr ran just to clear that out so the reader doesn't get confused) "hello mr and mrs ran what are you guys cooking?" "Oh y/n dear we are making burgers,hotdogs and meat" i thought to myself "yummy" "oh alright mr and mrs ran it looks and smells really good cant wait to try it!" I heard a small thanks as i walked back into the cabin everything seemed to go back to normal until i remembered what the fake mark said in my dream MISTAKE. It reminded me of the past

Flashback timee! I don't know how to do these so don't expect to much mkay?

"Mommy daddy look at what i drew i drew us as a family together!" "Oh my that looks lovely y/n ill hang it up on the fidge" as i saw mommy leave to go hang it up my dad placed me next to him on the couch he was appraising me for my art skills i felt like royalty. Everything will stay prefect right?

"YOU SON OF A BI@!@!" "DON'T YOU DARE CALL ME THAT I COOK AROUND HERE AND I CLEAN YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO CALL ME SUCH NONSENSE!"

"Mommy daddy what's going on?" i was so confused worried and terrified that's when my father and mother turned to me "SHUT UP YOU MISTAKE!" mistake? I cried they thew me outside and locked the door what had gone wrong?

Flashback ended

My what had gone wrong in this family relationship this was the first time i thought about it since i was a kid when i was digging though my memory i finally knew what had gone wrong when i was a kid my dad always bought women over when mom was at her grandmas place or at work. That's it dad was cheating on mom how could he.. I only figured this out now but mom never left dad i wonder why.... "KIDS COME OVER HERE DINNER IS READY!!!" I ran back to the camp and ranboo was already there as well we sat down and digged into our food it was so good "mmmfmm!" "Y/n dont talk without with your mouth full" said ranboo everyone had a good laugh but i was still thinking about the whole family thing i went inside after my food and ran into the bathroom and cried. I was so upset why did dad do it? If he didn't do that our family would be better! I was so angry i was in there for some time about 3 minutes i went back to my room and scrolled through twitter i then updated my feed

Y/u/n
Hey guys im going to take a small break im sleep deprived so i need the rest i hope you understand! One tweet caught my eye alright n/n hope you get better!

The comments where filled with lovely tweets like take your time or help you get better soon! It made me feel better but i was still upset when it was night i went back to the bathroom i was in there crying sobs filled the room i wanted to get rid of the pain to be distracted from the pain that's when i saw a razor blade.

Alright that's it for chapter 9 but back to me quitting this book i just don't feel it because of how stresse im at but ill still reconsider
Anyways i hope you have a good day or night wow this was a long chapter im finally doing good at these yayayy but anyway see you? 1100 words