𝐒𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐃 𝐌𝐄 𝐑𝐚𝐧𝐛𝐨𝐨 𝐗 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

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Hello i decided to keep um writhing this story just because i want to finish it but ye anyway onto chapter nine oh and lyrics will be like this

Tw cutting

I found a razor blade my head was telling me no but the voices in my head was telling me yes

I feel so funny these days

Don't do it y/n just go to sleep to avoid the stress at the moment

Id rather sleep then stay awake

Ill just go into my room and look out the balcony that should help there's tress all around it should help keep me distracted at this point my eyes where covered with pathetic tears i look outside and the everything including the trees seem to tell me to do it

Trees used to talk to me

I had it it was past my breaking. Point i ran to the bathroom everything seemed so fake like they had eyes and mouths telling me to cut i closed the door i grabbed the blade and well something else took control control of my body it was like the voices took the blade by themselves

Now i know what's real and whats fake

Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut

Now i know what's real what's fake

Are we from outer space?

I was getting dizzy my vision was getting blurry and the blood was dripping onto the floor. My arm was a hot mess but it only hurt for a minute but soon my body felt relieved. I knew this wouldn't kill me. The cuts where not deep. I heard the door open but before i could see who it was i saw black and that was that.

This doesn't feel like the right place

I woke up i was in the same hospital at least i thought so i looked at my arm to see all the cuts and bruises oh what i would give to be just a careless kid again cant we go back in time i wish i could i then saw ranboo come in

That's it for this chapter i know it is short but im so tired rn anyway have a good day or night bye~