Our Dreams - Sequel To 'Our Love'

Twenty Three

~two and a half months later~

Drew's POV

In less than three hours my album will be released in the United States and in Europe.From yesterday night,I haven't been able to sleep,eat or sit down properly. I have gotten in a fight with Bruno,with my parents and also my siblings, while my boss is trying to calm me down. I'm way too nervous. My family also is forcing me to eat and sleep, but they can't underastand that I just can't and Bruno...well,Bruno is being his usual charming self. Sarcasm overload.

Now,four and a half months pregnant, his hormones are driving him insane. He just sits and cries all day,occasionally yelling at me for everything, but now I snapped. I had too many things on my mind and it bothered him when I didn't look at him for a second while I was on the phone with my boss. My parents and uncles reassured me saying that both my dad and Louis during their pregnancy were sassy bitches half of the time and crying messes the other half. That didn't appease me at all.

Focused on the album, the past two months I spent them in London,recording and writing songs constantly, finally achieving to have the best result I could. I know I have neglected Bruno as far as possible and I hate it, but I literally was drowing. I'm planning on making it up to him,since the six out of ten songs in my debut album are about him, two are for our baby and the other two are written by no others than Sam Smith and John Legend.

The only thing out of this mess is that the fans are constanly increasing and the hateful insults are decreasing to the minimum. I only find a few tweets or comments here and there that get on my nerves,but my new manager,Cody, is deleting them immediately. They actually found Bruno's twitter account and have sent him hate as well, but he is more than okay with it. There are some (really rare) times where Bruno is all relaxed and acts all sophisticated. He answers with a simple "Everyone has their own opinion,everyone should be allowed to speak up." and then smiles like a creepy little fuck in a yoga class.

One hour,sixty minutes to go and my very first album will be out.People will eventually know something about me and I am more excited than ever. I don't care about being 'famous' or a 'celebrity' and other bullshit; I only want to make good music and have people know my name because of a beautiful song,not because I took a selfie with Kim Kardashian's ass or because I dated someone known to the world. A valuable artist should be known for their creations,not for their personal activities. Anyway, enough of babbling.

The reason I am the most excited,though, is that in less five months, I'll gladly win the name of a father. I wasn't planning on being a dad just after my 19th birthday, but life has its plot twists,right? A baby in my life right now is not the best timing and it will block Bruno's future as well, but I hope I'll be the best father and boyfriend to him and our child.

Speaking of the baby,tomorrow -now,the time being eleven pm- is Bruno's monthly appointment and not only that,but we will find out the gender as well. He has been to three appointments,but I have been to none since I was in London and came back only for my siblings' performances and the birth of my baby brother. Oh yes! My dad gave birth to the most beautiful baby I have seen so far,(and I say so far because the prettiest and the smartest will be my and Bruno's).