☆𝐽𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝐿𝑒𝑡 𝐺𝑜☆ 𝐵𝑦 :𝑀𝑖𝑛_𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒

Prologue✓

*Can't believe I wrote this book just because I was in my depressed moods and while listening to a sad songಠ_ಠ hope you enjoy *

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Did it seriously have to end here?

Yes it did. I just couldn't take the pain anymore it had to go away it just had to.

After what they did to me no matter how much I tried no matter how much I begged and suffered I just couldn't take the pain anymore it had to end.

I knew it was the wrong thing to do but seeing them together I felt betrayed I felt like I meant nothing to the world. The only person I depended on the only guy I loved broke my heart.

Even after how much we have been through together he left me, left me alone he knew I couldn't survive but he no longer cared.

After months of trying to get him back he just changed into someone else so I gave up not only on him but to my life I just had to "Let go"

I had to let go of the pain the aching pain that throbbed in my heart. Killing me slowly by slowly.

I blinked away the tears that threatened to fall. I looked under me at the hard dry land that was further away under me . I went through this more than a million times on what I was doing.Even though I tried to convince myself it wasn't worth it , just seeing him with my best friend just made me break and shutter into a million pieces how could they do this to me.

They never cared about how I why I decided to jump off. Jump off the school building and let my problems go.

Yes everything would be alright.

Everything would be great when your gone.

You would no longer have to worry about being in his way anymore.

They would be happy when your gone. All you have to do is let go.

Let go of reality, your sorrows will be of no problem to you.

I closed my eyes as I finally jumped off I could here the sirens at a distance but as my body made impact with the land I knew this was the end.

At least now I was no trouble to anyone. It was too late for anyone to save me. I was gone and I hope they would be happy together.Happy that I didn't have to anger them anymore.

I hope I leave this world I hope that I don't have to be sad anymore no matter how hard I tried no matter how hard I held on to the little thread of me not breaking. I couldn't take it anymore, sometimes you just have to give up.

Finally I was no trouble to anyone. Everything went blank after that and I knew this was the end. Goodbye...

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Sad Quote alert:

If I could show you how awful you made me feel. You would never be able to look at me in the eye again...