☆𝐽𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝐿𝑒𝑡 𝐺𝑜☆ 𝐵𝑦 :𝑀𝑖𝑛_𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒

Ch.7✓

A million words can't define how broken he was. It was a miracle that he was still hanging on but he wouldn't last long till he breaks. Slowly by slowly he could feel peaces of his heart falling off. He was slowly losing hope, hope if ever finding true happiness.

He was dangerously close to the point of giving up. Suicide he would ask himself. No matter how many times he tries to forget about that awful word he just couldn't.

A day before his death but he didn't know it. He woke up as usual barely ate his breakfast and headed to school.

The moment he opened the two huge glass doors he was hit by waves of different voices in every direction. Everyone in there little peer groups either joking around or gossiping but the one voice he was focused on was his... "I love you more than anything" he whispered "more than me" Gabriel wondered he wanted Sam back more than anything but now he was gone way out of his reach and he could do nothing about it.

He was sick and tired of helplessly crying every night over the same thing over and over again. He didn't want to waste his tears on such a person but he couldn't help but release the throbbing pain in his heart .

He wanted to see Sam happy ,that was what mattered most to him but he didn't expect it to turn out this way

Andrew...Sam and I as you know have been dating for two months but we've talked this over between the two of us and we've figured out that we want you to he part of our relationship...

No I refuse such a request in sorry to say this Gabby but I can only love one person and I'd like to be with Sam...

It's over between the two of us in sorry Gabby but I've liked Andrew ever since you introduced me to him and now that he likes me back I can't miss such an opportunity I'm sorry to say this but it's over...

Over, over was it really over as much as he knows is that he has been in pain ever since the incident in the park.

He doesn't care if Andrew hates him or loves him but what hurts the most is the fact that Andrew stole Sam away from him.

He regrets every single thing he and Andrew did together, ever trusting him so much to tell him that he had a crush on Sam not knowing that Andrew to had a crush in his boyfriend.

He kept his friend in so much pain for the past two years and he wondered if this is what Andrew felt. He wondered if this is Andrew had been goin through ever since he and Sam started dating .

How selfish could he be ?

Not realizing that he's friend was in so much pain.Yet again that wasn't a reason for taking Sam away from him.

But all this time he only thought about the realationship between Sam and Andrew and what Andrew had done but what about Sam.

Boyfriend or no boyfriend he still loved Sam deep down he also knew that Sam loved him back but Andrew was the one he truly loved most they desired to be with each other for years and he thought that maybe he was only making it hard for the both of them to be happy like the way he was with Sam.

So he thought this through and decided when he would end this all "Tomorrow would be my last day to see you" he wrote a letter to Sam saying that.

"Friends forever together always" he wrote to Andrew

"No matter how hard you bully me I'll never fight back cause I love you to much to hurt you " he wrote to Jack and lastly "See you soon Grandma"

That evening when everyone had gone home he got out of the bathroom stall and headed for the rooftop clutching the four letters he had written.

He stood at the hedge looking at the beautiful view one more time. Breathing in the fresh air and the evening sun that set.

"I'll love you till the end"

" People always change and sometimes friends turn to be strangers but all the memories never change"

With the last breath and confidence he jumped.

"WAIT!!" a voice yelled but it was already too late

I love You Sam, I've Always Have...

~~~THE END~~~

Or is it...