☆𝐽𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝐿𝑒𝑡 𝐺𝑜☆ 𝐵𝑦 :𝑀𝑖𝑛_𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒

Ch. 3✓

*Two weeks before he died*
It had been a week ever since he started cutting himself.

Everytime he was being bullied or sad to see his boyfriend and best friend together or his abusive aunt beating him all he had to do is just cut himself.

Make small cuts.on his hands until he felt dizzy it was like a drug. He felt like at least he had something to look up to and that was the razor blade that was inside the small red box but one day on a Thursday evening something unexpected happened.

*Present time*

I left the school building and stated.to head home but when I reached the school compound I was suddenly surrounded by Jack and his crew.

He had an evil grin on and I knew he was up to know good. I tugged on my school backpack and continued walking hoping that they'd leave me alone but I guess I didn't hope enough

"You ignoring people is a bad habit " Jack stated as he walked closer to me his hand in the back pocket. He still has I grin on and my heart started beating dangerously fast.

"Look at that he's shaking like a wet cat on a winter day ha! What a loser,we haven't even done anything to him...yet" on of his friends Oliver said his voice deepening when he said the last word slowly with a smirk.

Suddenly they all took me to the back of the school and I felt like I was in deep trouble.

"W-what do you want" I managed to choke out.

Jack's grin only grew wider then the next thing he said almost made me scream in fear "to see you in pain"

He took out a knife and all his friends held my hands tightly and one of them covered my mouth.
I tried to squirm away even shouted but it was no use then thankfully I saw Sam walking by

I bit the person's finger the one who was joking my hand and shouted for help "Sam over here there trying to hurt me help!" I screamed but I only earned a glance from him and he walked away without any other second thoughts. I knew he saw the knife Jack was holding I knew he did but all he cared for was himself.

Jack burst out laughing and pushed me against the wall forcefully "no one's here to stop me now Gabby your all alone and my job here is to make your highschool life a living hell" he said and before I knew it he pulled out my shirt and slowly started cutting me across the stomach but not to deep but yet I still felt the pain.

I cried out in pain but no one could here me. When he was done they both left me there laying in a hip of my own blood. I felt weak,dizzy and memories of what Sam had just done replayed in my mind "how did I end up like this" I asked myself before everything went blank in ebony black.

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When I woke up I looked at my surroundings and saw that I was in someones bedroom!.

I sat up quickly panic feeling up inside me was I kidnapped no they'd put me in a ram shackled house or in there basement like in the movies not some nearly arranged room with navy blue walls and posters of linking park.

Wait? I knew who's room this belonged to Sam the moment I realized who this room belonged to he walked in like they say think if the devil and the devil shall appear wait it doesn't go like that.

He came in with some fresh paper towels and a first aid kit
"Oh your awake" Sam said and that's when whole of hell was set lose.

Sam kidnapped me!Well if we were still dating I'd say that was so romantic of him but now he fucking kidnapped me

I looked at him through gritted teeth. I tried to stand up so that I could leave but the pain that I felt sent me sprawling on the bed in pain.

"You know that's a bad idea to stand when you in a delicate condition right now" he said and that's when I lost it.

" Since when did you care, when I need your help you ignore me and when I don't you act like you care. Saw him holding the knife you knew what was about to happen yet you just walked away. And know your acting as if you care for my health. You should've left me to just bleed to death."I blurted out tears running down my face.

His face turned pale and his eyes showed guilt" D...don't say that.i still care but me saving you at that time...it was too risky"I could tell that he was lying

" Risky?,Risky?since.whem was it too 'risky' for you you would've saved me even if he was holding a gun and now your telling me this bullshit about being to 'risky'" I shouted making hand quotes at the word risky.

" You never cared. If you cared you wouldn't have ran off with Andrew.if you cared you would still be with me. If you cared you shouldn't have left me crying alone in the park" I added

If you cared you'd have known about my grandma's death and be there to support me. I thought.

He started walking towards me and sat next to me. "Gabby we already talked about this your not my soulmate we weren't meant for each other" he said the most stupidest thing I have ever heard of

"Bitch you are my soulmate sorry we're" I said looking at him angrily "why would you even say that. You idiot I loved you I cared for you and treated you to the very best and yet you threw it all away and for what just to date my best friend"

"things didn't work out the way we both wanted it to be and I'm sorry but the past is in the past" he added and that's when I broke in to two I hated him. I hated him for making me fall in love with him then leaving me all alone. I hated him for making me feel so alone and not caring weather I was alright or not and not knowing about my grandmother's death.

He was the one who did this to me. Him together with Andrew. There the reason for making my life a living hell and I hated it I hated every single thing about them the both of them.

I just want it to end...I want it to all end the pain and misery I can't live like this anymore...I want everything to go back to the way things were...but...how...?

SQA: it's sad how someone can go from the reason you wake up smiling to the reason you cry yourself to sleep.

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Another update done(≧▽≦)

But I owe you guys an apology so yea I'm sorry for the late update...again but what can I say I've been so busy with school.

Anyway at least I've published this chapter. Anyway once again I'm really tired right now to go through this story and fix the grammar mistakes or typo and I'm in a hurry to publish this so if you find any mistakes please know the reason.

Byee~~~