☆𝐽𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝐿𝑒𝑡 𝐺𝑜☆ 𝐵𝑦 :𝑀𝑖𝑛_𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒

Ch.4✓

*ten days before he's death*

He never expected things would turn out this way. He had such a perfect past. A boyfriend who loved him a best friend who cared for him and a grandmother who was always there to support him no matter what and yet he lost all three in a matter of days.

He couldn't let the pain go I mean it was all to much for him to take. All he could depend on was his abusive aunt to take care of him now at least that's what you could say.

No matter how much he tried he just couldn't let go of the fact that life isn't as easy as you think it is. He just wanted to move on as Sam said but how? He didn't know how to move on he didn't even know if he knew the meaning of moving on anymore.

I don't think he could ever have the courage to face his ex or best friend ever again was Andrew even his best friend? Was he fit to be called a best friend anymore.After what he had done , best friends aren't supposed to be so cruel to the other or leave them alone to die and rot on this place called earth,best friends aren't supposed to run off with there friends boyfriend that's not what a best friend does.

They both seemed happy together. Always holding hands and laughing as they leave Gabriel to take care of his own misery which infact they caused.

Was he being jealous? Was he being greedy and selfish for seeing his best friend happy? No it wasn't that way it was the other way around it was his best friend who was in the wrong. If Andrew didn't exist...no he shouldn't have such thoughts but what if he didn't exist... Gabriel had never thought of that before,even the cutting didn't help he wanted something more, something that would ease his misery and put him to rest. He looked miserable like he hadn't slept in weeks which was true ,how could he even sleep in a situation like this.

Was this really the path he wanted to take,suicide no he had so much to do. But what was there to do? He couldn't continue living like this plus if he left the world he wouldn't be much of a burden to anyone not to his aunt, Sam or Andrew he wouldn't have to disturb them anymore. He just wanted to see them happy but what about him? Was he happy? Could this really be the answer to his question suicide he didn't really feel any emotions since his grandma died his only loving guardian he still remembers her last wise words before she left

"Hearts don't break they bruise and bruises heal" but he's heart was already broken,broken into pieces he had no heart anymore it was taken away by Sam and he gave it to someone else.

Could he really be happy anymore can he really find happiness in this miserable life that he no longer can't handle. Hearts are broken,hopes are stolen and tears kept rolling every day and night dusk till dawn he felt like no one cared anymore.

Gabriel: "I love you Sam from the beginning till end"

Sam: "Stop your making me blush"

Gabriel: "*Chuckle* don't be so dramatic you big baby"

Sam: "Okey I love you to from dusk till dawn"

Gabriel: "Why are we acting like we're in an Indian movie"

Sam: " oh shut up and give me a kiss

Gabriel : "I never want to lose you ever"

Sam: "who said you will"

Sad quote alert: once someone is hurt it's harder to relax around them harder to think of them as safe to love.
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Wow 30 reads omg thanks so much guys for reading this book.

Anyway I hope you enjoyed this yet another chapter indeed I think for the other chapter I'll explain what happened to Gabriel and Sam's past wouldn't that be great for you guys instead of leaving you in cliff hangers.

Alright we've yet come to an end of another chapter. I love you so much to whoever is reading this

Bye~~~