Things I wish I could say to people I know:
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Person: Hey, how're you doing?
What I wanted to say: Oh, ya know, pretending I'm not emotionally numb.
What I actually said: I dunno.
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*I did something to make someone mad at me*
What I wanted to say: Just because I pissed you off doesn't mean you get to declare war on me.
What I actually said: ..... I'm sorry.
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What I wanted to say: Complain all you want, I'm not perfect. And telling me I should do better isn't magically gonna give me the skill to master everything first try. I'm not a Mary Sue, but I don't fucking regret it.
What I said: Ok.
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*I'm arguing with my sister*
Other sister: You need to be quiet.
What I wanted to say: Me?! How about her! She's spouting nonsense, and you are telling me to shut up?! How dare you?!
What I said: *silence*
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Me: *practices a speech for an important-ish phone call*
My brain: *decides to stop working half way into speaking*
Me: *is still beating myself up about embarrassing myself by sounding so awkward*
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Person: You've been quiet, today....
Me: *legit cannot form a complete sentence thinking they've caught onto what I am starting to suspect is my declining mental stability*
Also me: It's nothing! *proceeds to lie my way out of more questions*
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I might make more of these in the future. Depends on how much more bullshit I have to deal with.
I'm just... not in a good place, right now....
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Art book
FanfictionSo, I decided to make an art book and redo some old art digitally. Hope you enjoy! I might shitpost from time to time as well, just cuz I'm bored and inspiration won't leave me alone.
