Dylan's mom passing and her having to move to Boston with her alcoholic father makes her think that nothing could make her happy anymore but this boy seems to prove her wrong.
Dylan's POV I woke up laying next to Chris. This was one of the best feelings ever. I got up and got dressed and did my hair.
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It was rainy so I dressed comfy. I got up made some coffee and went upstairs to wake up Chris. My boyfriend. Wow that's wired to say.
I leaned over and softly kissed his cheek he smiled and opened his eyes "wake up sleepy head" I say and he groans and gets up we walk down a then he gets himself cereal.
Then nick and Matt come downstairs "hey y'all" Nick yells "hey Nicky hey Matt" " morning" Matt replies they get there food at sit on the couch. "I have an idea of what video we can make today" Matt says "what?" I ask "Nick and Chris practice driving" everyone loved that idea.
"Hey beautiful can you pass me the remote" Chris says to me I grin and hand it to him. We watch some outer banks and cuddle into each other "lucky bitches" nick says and we laugh the rest of the day we just watched movies and shows and ate well they did.
Now it was time for the video.
We set up the camera I sit in the back next to Nick Chris in passenger and Matt in drivers. "Hey guys it's the Sturniolo's and today me and Nick are gonna practice driving" "good intro" Matt says dabbing him up "so we're gonna start with Nick" Chris sat in the back with me Matt was passenger and nick was driving.
I rested my head onto Chris's shoulder and we held ands and he was gently rubbing his thumb on my hand. "Awe" nick says looking at us and we both blush as Matt was telling him what to do I started to play with Chris's hair he loved it.
Nick wasn't doing to good he drove very slow and was turning wired but overall it was ok i cheered him on and he sat in the back now Chris in driver and Matt still in passenger.
I kissed him on the cheek and said good luck and he put on a big grin Matt was telling him the instructions when me and Nick were talking about me and Chris's relationship. He started driving and he was doing really good but then since it just rained the parking lot was slippery he turned and the car swerved a little.
"Careful!" Matt says "sorry" Chris replies. Remembering how this is the way my mom died I panicked I lost my mom I can't lose him too. Tears filled my eyes and my breath was shorting and Nick noticed "guys Dylan's having a panic attack" Nick said calmly.
Chris stopped the car and looked back to see me having a panic attack and crying. "Dylan!" He stepped out and opened my door he kissed me "it's ok breathe in and out" I tired. He rubbed his thumb on my face and I calmed down a little bit.
Matt was worried because he knows that feeling he has anxiety but Dylan has anxiety and trauma that makes her have panic attacks. He's the only one who doesn't know about her mom and her anxiety.
"Here let's talk for a minute" he says picking me up we go to a bench near the parking lot and we sit down and cuddled "what happened?" He asked "t-that's h-how she died" I tell him and he raps me in his arms understanding.
"I'm ok Dylan" she cries he rubs her head "I-I can't l-lose you" she says "y-you're all I have" her voice says shaky.
Chris's POV My heart breaks seeing her like this. Why does she have to go through this. "I can't leave you Dylan you mean to much to me" he says and she hugs me tight. She finally calms down.
"You guys can continue the video I'm just gonna be here" she says I nod I kiss her cheek and go to the car. "Is she ok?" Matt asks. "She's ok she just needs a break she said we can continue the video" I say not wanting to let out to much without her permission.
"Can I talk to her for a minute?" He asks I nod and he goes to her.
Dylan's POV I take deep breaths then I noticed Matt coming over and I removed he doesn't know about my mom or my anxiety.
"Are you ok?" He asks sitting down I nod "I should tell you that my m-mom passed due to a c-car accident" I said to him and he hugs me "I'm so sorry Dylan" we hug for a minute then he tells me about his anxiety and social anxiety and I tell him that I have social anxiety too. Then he goes back to the car for the video.
They finish the video and Chris comes to get me. He picks me up and kisses me "let's go home"
Authors note: hey guys! Sorry that this chapter is kinda short I've been having a ruff few days. But thank you so much for all the reads I love you all!!!!.
