Dylan's mom passing and her having to move to Boston with her alcoholic father makes her think that nothing could make her happy anymore but this boy seems to prove her wrong.
Dylan's POV I woke up to me and Chris tightly holding each other he was still asleep but I went downstairs to get breakfast anyway and let him rest.
I ate some cereal then Nick came down stairs "good morning" he said yawning "good morning" I reply. He grabs some toast to eat and lays on the couch. After a few minutes Chris comes down.
He goes up to me and kisses me "good morning pretty" he said with his very hot morning voice "good morning handsome" "I'm such a third wheel" nick said I giggled "don't worry Nick you will find someone 100%" "I sure hope so" he replied and I smiled.
Matt comes down stairs not saying anything he seemed upset. I think Chris and Nick sensed it too, especially Chris because he looked at him and then at me with a concerned look on his face.
After Matt ate his breakfast he went back upstairs and closed his bedroom door. He looked really tired and drained. "Someone's in a bad mood" Nick said.
"He seems upset I'm gonna talk to him" I say Chris nods and smiles "thank you" he says and I smile.
I knock on Matt's door "who is it?" He asked "Dylan" I reply "come in" I walk in to see him laying in bed looking at the calling. I sit on the edge of the bed "hey,you seemed kinda upset, a-are you ok?" I ask him.
"Yea I'm good" he says. I know he's not. "P-please you can talk to me Matt" he sighs "do you ever just wish you could get a new brain and personality" he says
"yup all the time,but there's a reason you have so many fans Matt. It's because you're a understanding and kind person and you go through a lot and still manage to put a smile on you're face and on others"
"Thank you I actually needed that" he says hugging me. I know that it's special for him to hug others so I was really happy.
Matt goes downstairs and I get changed
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And did my hair
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I go downstairs and Chris looks at me "you look nice in a skirt" I smile and he kissed me then they all got changed.
We all then went to the skatepark and I brought my skateboard. I do some basic stuff going down little ramps and just skating around Chris looked impressed and that made me happy.
After that we went to the house and played Mario kart and I bet them all. Then we just were on our phones and hanging out but I kept getting like weird vivid images and flashbacks of my dad hurting me and saying those rude things" it wasn't noticeable to them tho.
Because I was just zoning out but then I got one of my dad choking me and I flinched on the couch "hey what's wrong?" Chris asked as all of them looked at me worried "oh nothing I'm all g-good" I say trying to plaster a smile on my face.
"Here let's go up to my room for a minute" Chris said and that's what we did.
We get on his bed. He looks at me and holds my hand "tell me what's wrong?" I sigh and my hands get a little shaky and he rubs them noticing. "I-I keep s-seeing m-my dad h-hurting me" I say as tears start to roll down my cheek.
He pulls me in a tight hug and kisses my cheek "he's not gonna hurt you anymore I promise" Chris tells me he then lays down and pulls me with him he puts on tangled and we cuddle. He made me feel safe.
"Chris you are my everything" I say looking at him in the eyes "I don't know what I would do with out you Dylan" he says as we both kiss each other.
"But would like to maybe talk to someone about the visions you see it could be ptsd?" He says I look down "I-I guess so" I say as I shrug and he nods he then twirls my hair in his hands.
We end up falling asleep in each other arms which is we're we felt most safe.
The next day. I wake up and go downstairs seeing Chris pour a bowl a bowl of cereal up and giving it to me "here" he says as he leans in and kisses my forehead.
I then get dressed and do my hair.
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When I'm done I walk into Chris's room to see him laying on the bed curled up facing the other side "hey Chris?" I say as I get on the bed and lean my head over to see his face. He was crying. As he then turned off the phone screen.
He quickly wipes his tears face as if he's embarrassed about crying i quickly wrap my arms around him giving him a hug "Chris,what happened." I say softly but also a bit mad that something made him feel this way.
"It's fine Dylan" he says ignoring my question "please Chris you seen me go through hell you know that you can talk to me" I say and he nods.
"I w-was just looking through comments on our videos and it's just t-that there's a lot of people sexualizing me and saying they will do stuff to me and-and it makes me uncomfortable" he says as his voice gets shaky and he cry's harder into my shoulder.
It hurt me hard to see him cry and get hurt. This might seem like nothing to some people but Chris. Chris is soft and sweet and sensitive he hates the thought of people getting hurt and sexualized and when he saw me hurt he was too.
"Aw shit chris I'm so sorry" I say hugging him tighter then kissing him "nothing will happen on my watch" I say and he nods in my chest.
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