The excuse (season 2)

Part 5

"I love you Kim Namjoon," you said looking at him.

Namjoon stepped on the break in an instant and totally turned towards you. His facial expression was something you couldn't understand.

"But do I really deserve you? After all, what I gave you in return is pain and heartbreak?" You chuckled.

"Don't say that" Namjoon mumbled.

"But what I'm saying is true Joon. Why did you wait for me when all I did was to break you?" You asked him.

He didn't answer anything. He understood that you're overwhelmed by everything that's happening in your life now. He decided to allow you to let out whatever you're feeling and talk about it later. So, he remained silent.

"I love you....but please leave me Joonie" you mumbled.

Your voice kept getting low and your vision, blurring. You felt your head spinning so you held his shoulder for support. Joon saw you squinting your eyes as you tried to see him.

"I'm feeling dizzy" was the last thing you said before falling on him.

"Y/n ah...y/n wake up" Namjoon called, patting your cheek but you didn't budge.

He held you as you fell on him and laid you on the seat. He adjusted your seat and drove away from where he stopped.

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You rubbed your eyes trying to adjust to the light that's coming from the windows. You sat up as soon as you observed that you're not in a familiar place.

Oh God! Am I kidnapped?

"Put aside your wild imaginations,idiot" a voice came from your side.

You saw Taehyung leaning to the room door, giggling at your state. You held your chest, taking a deep breath.

"Gosh, you scared me Tae" you said, sighing.

He came to you with a cup of water. You drank it immediately as you were feeling so thirsty.

"You're in Soo's house," Tae said.

You nodded looking around.

And then it hit you. You were with Namjoon yesterday, you talked rubbish in the car and ended up here. You remembered telling him you were feeling dizzy.

So I passed out.

All the things you said to Joon took your mind again. Infact, all you said we're what you're feeling. Guilt, sad, broken and helpless.

"Here are your things," Yoongi said, bringing your luggage.

"T-thanks Yoon," you said.

He looked at you with slightly wide eyes.

"Yoon...hmm cool" he remarked and left the room.

"Did Joon tell you anything?" You asked Tae.

He shook his head. You sighed looking down.

Did I hurt him?

Oh fuvk, is that even a question? I must've hurt him.

"He said he needed some time alone," Tae stated.

"Ohh...." You bit your lower lip trying to supress your sob.

Your mood took the best of you as you slowly started to cry. Tears were rolling down your cheeks even though you didn't know why you felt so sad and devastated.