The excuse (season 2)

Part 7

"I feel empty y/n ah. I miss the boys" he finally let out as his tears soaked your shirt.

It was so heartbreaking to see him like that. You didn't know what to do. You pulled him close to you as he kept sniffling, releasing low sobs.

"Joonie, calm down baby" you kept patting his back as he held you tight.

"What should I do now? I don't understand anything" he released the hug and looked at you.

"You should live on your own now. Not all will be with us forever Joon. At some point, they'd leave" you said.

He looked down, controlling his breakdown.

"But that doesn't mean that they will stop being by your side. Trust me, all the boys miss each other, but life goes on right?" You asked him.

He nodded looking back at you.

"You can call and meet them anytime. It's just that you guys don't live together" you said caressing his cheek.

He kept listening to you like a good child without talking back. You made him sleep on the bed and covered you both with warm sheets.

"Sleep now, hmm? Don't think much" you said.

He nodded, giving you a small smile.

"I love you" you said, kissing his forehead.

"Will you go away from me like them at some point of life?" He asked you

You laughed looking at him.

"Joonie, that some point already took place between us. But I'm back and I'll never leave you" you replied ruffling his hair.

He caught your hand.

"Promise?" He showed you his pinky finger.

Aww how cute he is

"Promise" you smiled.

You pulled him close to you as he slept on your body. He snuggled into you and closed his eyes, drifting into a slumber.

Day 1

"Joonie, please have some food"

"I'm not in any mood, y/n. Please don't force me and eat by yourself" he replied and walked past you, out of the house.

You bit your lower lip, trying not to curse. He was all moody and ate nothing since morning. You tried to convince him a lot, but all was in vain. He returned at midnight. You kept waiting for him and when he came, you walked to him with your strength less body.

"I made your favourites. Just take a bite, hmm?" You asked him

"No. I'll sleep" he walked into the bedroom.

You sighed and sat on the couch, leaning your back. You closed your eyes for a moment and you didn't know when you fell asleep. You went into deep slumber as you didn't eat anything just like him and you were tired. Namjoon carried you and placed you on the bed, before sleeping beside you.

Day 2

You woke up and your eyes searched for Joon. Due to your wild imaginations, you ran to see where he was. He was nowhere to be seen but he left a note telling that he had left. He returned in the afternoon totally drunk. He hugged you tightly and kept mumbling about something which you didn't understand.

Aish, this reek is even rapping while drunk.

You changed his clothes and made him sleep.

Joon woke up after a long nap with a huge headache. You made him drink the Hangover soup. That's it, he didn't eat anything else. He walked into the room and locked up himself.