Apathy [ Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint x Male Oc ] ( Abandoned )

EPISODE 1: THE BEGINNING OF THE END [5]

I stare at the people around me, wondering if any of them is crazy enough to kill someone.

As I look around I had a thought come into my head

' Do they even deserve to live? what have they done that made them more special than everyone else to not have to die? '

It is true though, what have these people done that makes them deserve life?

but then my body started moving on its own reaching into my bag and pulling out a sharp object which was a knife that I happened to bring today because I had meat for lunch

Without even letting me decide my body moved on its own and came up behind a middle-aged woman who looked to have a baby, without even thinking my body stabbed her in the neck and brutally cut it open. Blood went flying everywhere and everyone looked back at me with shock, i myself was shocked but I didn't have control over my body, but suddenly everything went dark, i couldn't see or feel and I felt myself drifting to sleep...

I suddenly awoke from my slumber and almost threw up at the sight around me, over 30 people laying on the ground bleeding out everywhere and blood covering almost the whole carriage

I looked at my reflection in the mirror and saw myself covered in blood head to toe... is this even me?

I looked around me looking at all the bodies and blood, organs, blood, bodies, kids, elders, people, blood...

I started screaming and crying to my heart's content having a mental breakdown

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Each notification made me scream louder and cry harder, grabbing my hair and scratching at my own eyes

' I killed a person.. A living breathing person.. '

[You have killed 43 living things.]
[Kill History: 42 humans, one infant.]
[4,300 coins have been acquired!]

" NOOOO! STOP STOP IT! BE QUIET! DISAPPEAR! "

Suddenly I didn't feel like crying.. or screaming... or anything and I liked it...

the train started to move again. It made the familiar train noise.

Soon, light-flooded in, and darkness was lifted from the windows.

We had arrived at the surface ground section of Line 3 between Apgujeong and Oksu.

Outside the window, the Han River and Seoul were revealed.

The landscape outside the window was no longer the Seoul that they knew. Smoke and dust rose from the ruined city.
The Han River bridges had collapsed. The Han River itself was red with the bodies of soldiers, while among the fallen buildings, a monster was trampling on a K1 tank like it was a toy.

[Main Scenario #1 - Proof of Value has ended.]
[300 coins have been acquired as a basic clearance reward.]
[100 coins have been reduced for the channel usage fee.]
[Additional compensation settlement will begin.]