Wherever You Are

Chapter 6.

After lunch I saw Lee but I didn't even stare because I don't even care anymore I can't anymore so I'm just gonna find someone else. Later on in language I see William sitting over there with friends and me and my friend Morgan take pictures of him because hes so weird and my friend Morgan likes the guy beside William so I teach her everything about stalking a guy. Later threw class I take my usual selfie and post it on Instagram and then a few minutes later "Ding Ding" Lee likes my picture. I start to think to myself and wonder. Wow maybe he just wants to get close to me so he can have sex with me. Maybe if I block him from everything then maybe I'll leave him alone, but I decide against it because I can't. Later that day I become depressed again, but no one notices because I avoid everyone the entire day. When I get home I see a text from Maria.

*"Hey maria says."
"Hey."
"Do you have class with that William guy?"
"Yeah he's cool."
"He's texting me right now" Maria says.
"What why? He has a girlfriend."
"Yeah we are friends now."
"Really?"
"Yeah. And we are hanging out this weekend. We are going to Francis softball game. Wanna come?"
"Yeah."
"Alright. Saturday at 6:30."
"Okay."

I turn my phone off and put it on charge and clean my room and get ready for bed. I lay down and drift off to sleep. Around nine I hear screaming and it's my mom and Donald. I hear a loud hitting noise and my mom screaming and right then I knew Donald hit my mom. Again. I climb into my closest, grab the blanket and extra pillows in the top of the closest and hide myself. I put in my ear buds and listen to music. I lay down for a long time and look at the picture of my real dad holding me when I was born. I miss him sometimes he doesn't care about me. He doesn't love me. He's with his new family and wanna be barbie and children. I cry myself to sleep again but the nightmares wake me up in the morning. I put on my usual jeans, shirt and vans on. Im really hunger but I decide against getting breakfast at home because I need my phone and I don't wanna get made fun again at school in the cafeteria I rather skip breakfast. Luckily my grandma brings me a cookie and mountain dew so I can snack on. I walk into school and catch up with my friends. I see Nicole and Rafaela together snuggled up hugging.

"Oh my god Melissa. Me and Rafaela are dating!!"

"Well congraduations you guys!"

"Thank you for bringing us together. She makes me so happy." Rafaela says.

"Your welcome." Me and Francis leave the group because we have to go to our math teacher Mr Bryan and tell him about Lee. I mean Rafaela and Nicole.

"Hey Mr Bryan." I say.

"Hi Melissa." He says.

"So guess what. Rafaela has a girlfriend. That's so cute isn't it." I say as I dance around the room swinging my phone and it falls and Mr Bryan picks it up and notice something weird.

"Is that you boyfriend." He says referring to my lock screen picture.

"Um no."

"Melissa you have a picture of Lee and it's your background?" Francis asks.

"Well he's hot and I wanna look at him every time I check the time because I like checking him out."

"Ew." She says. Then Clayton my old friend walks in and he see's my phone and the lock screen.

"Why is Lee Shipping your lock screen?"

I don't speak for a while and then slowly look at him. "You know Lee?"

"Yeah he's my best friend."

"He's hot but please don't tell him."

"Haha I am."

My life is ruined. He's gonna think I'm a stalker and he's never gonna like my pictures on Instagram ever again. I think I'm gonna cry. But I don't. I leave class and head for science I see Grace and tell her everything.

"Okay now answer this question. Why is Lee your lock screen?"

"Idk I wanna look at him everyday."

"Oh my god so you know Rose? One of my friends well Theron her ex the weird blonde one who looks like a albino telly tubby. Well they dated and Dustin would always hang around with Theron in the mornings in the student center with me and Rose and Theron told Rose and Rose told me Dustin was having sex with a door numb, and was shoving it up his ass and it broke."

"What? Omg. Hahahaha stop." I say.

"Did I hear what I think I just hesrd?" Michelle asks.

"Probably." I say. Though out the class class we talk about asses and Lee. Then the bell rings dismisses us and I walk down the stairs to Spanish and Lee gets right in front of me. Courtney catches up while grace walks the opposite way to go to her class. I reach down and fill up his bag. And touch his pepsi bottle. It kind turns me on but I keep that part to myself.

"You're so weird." Francis says.

"I was gonna touch his butt!"

"Ew no."

"You told me he was cute remember."

"He's alright." She says as we enter Spanish class. I take my seat and of course throughout the class The Spanish teacher yells at me. I talk to Nicole a bit but the teacher yells at me more. Its like she hates me. Every single grade card comes out she gives me a C. She freaking hates me. When class is over I go to lunch and I see Lee again and crap he's talking to Clayton. Crap. Crap. Crap. I hide behind Nicole but he doesn't turn around so I'm good. When we get to lunch I see William and Maria sitting down outside the cafeteria so I take a sit and we have our usual conversations.

"Hey do you wanna come to the mall with us before Francis game?" Says Maria.

"Yeah I do!"

"Do you think you can get money?"

"Of course."

"Where's the guy?" William says like he thinks I like him.

"I don't care."

"Mmmmhm sure. Hey. Why were you taking pictures of me?"

"Oh that Nestor guy who sits next to you. My friend Morgan likes him. Gross right?"

"Where is your girlfriend at?" Francis says as she comes over to us.

"Oh she has first lunch." William Says.

"Oh." During lunch I kinda regret not sitting in the cafeteria because I don't get to see Lee but I get over it. Me, grace, and Maria walk to theater. Theater is my favorite class I have because we really do nothing and I get to talk to the class about Lee. And everyone actually likes me in that class and people don't make fun of me.

After class is over I walk to social studies with Maria because we both have this class and we catch up with Michelle because we have this class with her too. This class is the most boring because were not aloud on our phones and I don't get to creep on Lee's Instagram. After class I walk to my buss with maria but she rides and different bus she catches up with William and his girlfriend and I climb on my bus. Today is the the day the kids finally wanna pick on me. But I ignore it and then my stop comes slow as usual and I get home. I get a snack and thankfully Donald and my moms at work so I make a sandwich and check my phone and Francis sends me a picture. Oh My God.