Realisations - Tejran

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It was night time when Karan snuggled into his bed. He waited for teja to come inside. She came inside and sat on her bed doing her night care routine .

" Teju ? " He whispered getting up and walking towards her . He made himself some  space on her bed.

" Baat kare ? " He asked and she looked away from him rubbing cream on her cheeks

" Zyada lamba nahi hogaya ? " He again tried but she didn't budge.

" Nahi karni phir baat ? Aese hi rakhna hai sabkuch " He glanced at him for a second. 

" Baat karne ke liye kuch bacha hai ? " She said dryly . He got irritated with her and grabbed her hand to stop her from rubbing. He brought his hands to her cheeks rubbing them slowly . Her stomach tightened  at the sense his touch gave her . She searched his eyes and he was already looking at her. Karan rubbed her cheeks , after it was done he pulled her a little closer .

" Sunna hai ab jo mai bolunga ya attitude dena hai ? " She glared at him a little and crossed her arms around herself.

" Bol " She said.

" I am sorry " He sighed " I realised what you were trying to say teja . I really did. " she searched his eyes only to find honesty

" Shamita has no value to me okay ? I want to clear it for once and all. I don't know why do you think so but there's no deep connection or bond between us . Do you get it ? I understand that the teasings get to you teja , but believe me , I swear i have tried to stop rakhi a lot of times " He looked at her to see if she was listening. 

" There's nothing i want other than you hmm ? " He cupped her face.

" I .. It's .. just that ... kar-"

" Kya hua laddoo " He rubbed his thumb over her cheeks

" I am sorry too sunny. I told you i wouldn't taunt you but i did. I shouldn't have. But that's just my old habit. I tend to taunt indirectly rather than letting people know what bothers me . " She sighed.

" Tell me what's bothering you teju. Let's talk it put once for all. Enough of brushing things under the carpet " He said seriously

" I am justt , sunny sometimes i feel like i was not what you wanted . Everytime they tease you with shamita , i realise how she was there from the starting and it hurts. The constant comparisons in the start of our this relation , you did have deep conversations  with her in the beginning. Remember you told me that she is just like your ex , your type ? It hurts karan it really does. I cannot take all this anymore. " She sobbed in his arms and he was baffled . Was this girl keeping so much inside her since so long ?

" Baby? "

" you don't understand how difficult it is for me . I have kept my private life first time in the open , and i cannot tske this judging anymore. Why do people come and tell us about our relationship . How bad we are as partners ? " She shook her head sniffing he patted her back , letting her all out

"  The only thing i was holding to was you karan , and the day you told me all that i do is for cameras and sympathy , I lost trust in myself karan . I really did.  Whatever  i do , i see myself from your eyes before doing it because that much your values and opinions matter to me. Imagine seeing yourself as fake from your partner's eyes . " Karan looked at her mortified . He never knew the depth to which everything had affected her .

" Tejuu. Mera laddoo. you know how i say anything in anger right ? I don't even mean a single thing i say. I am so sorry laddoo  , i didn't know you felt this way " he peppered her face with kisses.

Fresh tears rolled down her eyes and he kissed them to wipe them away .

"  Just for the records , let me tell you you are the strongest girl i have seen after my mom. You don't know how much you affect me laddoo. From the day one. I have always wanted you , none else , only you and i'll chose you over a millions times if i have to.
None compares to how unique , endearing , strong at the same time bubbly you are. I have realised being with you that you were someone i have manifested for "

" Sachhi " She said like a baby admist her tears

" Sachhi , maine mangi ti aisi el ladki who can sweep me off my feet. And that's what you have done to me. You have changed me as a person for good. I learn something new from you everyday laddoo. " He kissed her forehead and she was again in hysterics

" Ae chal ab rona band karegi ? " He chuckled to lighten the mood

" So didn't find me leech nah ? " she asked and his heart clenched seeing the vulnerablity in her eyes. This was a different teja. the teja he had seen since the start was aso confident about her.

" Oh nahi sweety " He wrapped her in his arms

" I never meant it . Promise. and even if you were i would have liked you to be a leech to me , you know kyuki mujhe meri girlfriend mere paas time par chahiye , infact  har waqt chahiye " He muttered and kissed her cheeks

" I love you sunny " She whispered hugging him back

" I love you too mers laddoo. Aur aage se yeh sab mat sochiyo . Samjhi ? " He slapped her forehead a little and she nodded.

" Achha ab toh mere bed me soja " He said cutely " I missed sleeping with you in my arms. Mujhe na aise ghuske sona hota hai . itne dino se dhang se neend ni ayi " He conplained and she laughed

" Awiiee mera sunnyy , mera little " She rubbed his stubble and he blushed

" I didn't know the Karan Kaundrra blushes too " she teased giggling

" Oh chal oye " he glared at her capturing her to tickle her

" Sunny... ahh .. kya kar raha hai .... sunnyy ahaha" She shouted and immediately they were bing shushed.

They both looked at each other like caught kids and smiled sheepishly

" See you woke up other" she said and laid in his arms on the bed. He encircled her and she listened to his heartbeats

" Maine kya kiya , teri galti hai  tu kyu hasi  itni tez "

" Tune hasaya naa jhutaa "

" Sojaa ladki. Sojaa " He carressed her hair basking in her embrace after so long.

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Okay so a phase of this story ends here. Maybe i'll add a few more chapters . Then i am planning on adding phase two , which shows there life outside the bigg boss house !

Do let me know if you guys want that .