Tsk. So toxic (Levi Ackerman X Reader)

The saviour

Really? She couldn't find a better place? Why would she choose this brothel precisely? Aren't there any others? On the surface, for example? Less rats, less shit, less rats that shit... Oh, everything's gonna get dirty now... Well now, the owner is very much unconscious. Where are the keys?.. Argh, I'll have to turn his greasy fat body. Where did he put the fucking keys? Which pocket?.. What was her room? What did that leather sack say? 23... No, 24. That filthy pig is still breathing? Yeah, good. I didn't beat him to death after all... Stop choking on your blood, you idiot. You'll get your whole cheap shirt come to waste. What will your clients say when they see you?... Well, Mr Devon, nice to see you again, you ugly piece of shit. How's your little daughter? Did you turn her into one of your sluts too? Let's hope you didn't remember me. Ah, here they are!

Okay, first floor... Ah, do they shit on stairs now?! Oh! Here it is. Room 24... Huh, you'd be surprised, (Y/N), how close you are to where I used to live... Did you enjoy the view? Did you like the smells? Okay, now keys... That hell brought me up, made me who I am now... Are you happy you became so familiar with my past? What's that noise, huh? Some moans, shrieks... Nothing really changes in this shithole, doesn't it? Someone's coming into someone... Oh, Levi. Just like the old days. Listening to people fucking... Should I take my shoes off? Seriously? It's so dirty in here, she won't mind. Though, it is her room... Who made those fucking keys?! None of them matches! Oh, shit, the door was open. Yeah, good eye, good thinking, dumbass... And you call yourself a soldier. Damn, there's no light. Where's my fucking flashlight? Is that?..

— There you are! Finally... (Y/N), — Levi stormed to you.

You were wearing a dirty robe with some holes in it. It was also ripped in places. Your long hair was loose and needed a good wash. You were sitting on a broken wooden bed, curled up, staring at the wall in front of you. You were hugging your knees and clenching your fingers, shaking and not blinking. It seemed like the past two weeks, that Levi was searching for you everywhere in Paradise and then planning to rescue you from sexual slavery you got yourself into, it seemed that life got suck out of your every vein. You were thin and pale, much like the captain, but it didn't suit you. You were emptied and broken, like you lost hope and will to live — and that scared Levi momentarily.

— You look terrible, — he said, bowing on one knee beside your bed and throwing fastidious glances at various objects that were in this tiny room with stuffy air and no windows. He tried not to touch anything.

— Come on, we gotta get away from here. Let's go! Hey! Are you deaf now? Can you get up? Will you move for me?

— Insects. Cockroaches, — you rasped, ignoring Levi.

— Are you... afraid of them or something? — Levi carefully looked around the floor, searching for nasty insects.

— I can't move. They're everywhere.

— So? Get up! — he was starting to lose his patience. He came here to save you, after all, and not to have long lasting discussions. — The faster we walk out of this world's biggest dumpster the less coakroaches we'll see on the way. I can't stand this stinky place either.

— I can't move...

Levi annoyingly rolled his eyes and noticed dark brown and ruby stripes alongside your calves and some stains on your wrists.

— What's this? Is that blood? Is it yours? Answer me! — he impatiently shook your shoulder. — Stop just stupidly glaring at the wall! It's grey. That's all about it. Hey! (Y/N)! Is this your blood? Are you bleeding?

— I guess... — you barely moved your lips.

— You guess?! — Levi groaned, his eyes wide at your ignorance. — Can you just... Can you move on your own? Are you hurt?

You finally shifted your gaze from the opposite wall to your feet. Your skin was stained. Your slowly mind wondered how you could get so dirty in just two days. No, it felt like more than two days. You weren't sure of how much time passed since you saw Levi for the last time. And now he was here, looking at you at, probably, your worst state ever.

— Do you have any shoes? I can't walk barefeet here...

Levi impatiently checked his pocket watch. *30 minutes past midnight... It's late. We gotta move out.*

— I brought clothes but everything's outside. You must leave this place. We have to get out. Now!

— Levi, they'll come searching for me...

— Did they fuck your brains too?! No one is coming to get you back here. Just drop this foolish act and let's get going. Don't make me ask again. I've had enough of this place already.

You dared to tilt your head on the right and look back at him for the first time. He got significantly older, you thought to yourself.

— You seem... tired. You haven't slept, have you?

— Well, if you finally get your ass off that rotten bed and we leave, I might get a tiny little chance to close my eyes for a few hours after we get to the HQs safe and sound. So, will you move for my freaking sake?!

You didn't answer. You stared at him in silence, listening to Levi's fast, loud and harsh breaths. Levi, on the other hand, lost his patience, briskly got up and offered you his hand.

— Come on now!! Here, take my hand. Once we get to the HQs we'll have you examined by one of the finest doctors the survey corps can afford. He's arrogant as f... well, as me, and likes clean gloves. He's basically me, so you'll be alright. Tsk. Do I have to do everything for you?

Levi grabbed your hand to help you get up but suddenly, you pushed his arm away and shuddered. Levi looked at you with surprise by your unpredictable actions:

— Wha... What's going on?.. Are you suddenly afraid of me? (Y/N)... I remember you to be the only person who was never afraid of me. You know, I won't hurt you, right? I'm here to help, (Y/N). Hey, let's just go, okay?

— Don't... touch me, — you hissed, not daring to look up to meet Levi's worried eyes.

— What? Why?..

— I'm covered with blood, dirt, dust, sperm, vomit, spits, beer and insects. I haven't had a good bath in days. I stink. I... I don't even wanna know how I look. I don't deserve to be touched by you anymore...

— (Y/N)?.. — you left Levi speechless for a split second.

— I don't fucking care, — he finally stated harshly, — Let's go. Just take my hand and walk.

You ignored Levi's offer and got up from the other side of the bed, leaving Levi extremely frustrated.

— No! I'll walk but... don't touch me, okay?

— As you wish, — he grumbled angrily, shrugging his shoulders and carefully approaching the door to check if there was anyone in the hall.