Part 17: The Guilt Consumes Me

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Yoongi is convinced this has to end

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Yoongi is convinced this has to end. For the past three days, he couldn't sleep because of that wretched dream. It started differently every time but ended the same. You died, everyone yelled, Bang Chan drops dead. It is eating him away to the point that every time he sees Chan in the store, Yoongi feels the need to throw up. He can't even look at you without envisioning your death. So, it has to end.

He decides to make you dinner which you are very excited for. As Yoongi rushes around the kitchen, you sit on the couch talking about your day. It's about those 3Racha kids again. Typical. Most of your stories these days included those little rascals (your adoring term for them). He knows they keep bugging you because their beloved leader has a big old fat crush on you. A part of him wants to stand his ground and tell the punk to his face to get lost and stop flirting with his girlfriend. Another part of him can't stop envisioning the fearless leader lifeless which makes him want to run. Anyway...he guesses you won't be his girlfriend for much longer so he should learn to let you interact with whoever you want. He quickly sets the table and invites you to start eating with him.

"How was work?" you ask while biting into the steak he carefully prepared. He delights in the way your whole face lit up as you chewed. He also delights in the way you wiggle in your seat while enjoying his cooking. So adorable...god he was going to miss you.

"It was fine," he says while staring.

"It's really good, yeobo," you smile.

"Thanks," he smiles back and begins to cut his meat. When is the best time to break up with someone over dinner? Probably towards the end right? Just then, Yoongi feels your hand hold his.

"Is everything okay?"

"Yeah..." 

NO everything is not okay. He's about to break up with you and he's not ready to see you cry.

"Just say it, Yoongi, you won't be able to eat, and I won't be able to continue eating if you don't eat."

"I think we should break up."

"No," you continue to eat.

Yoongi blinks in shock, "What?"

"We're not breaking up."

"Y/N, I'm serious,"

"Me too, can I have more water please?"

"Wha...?" Yoongi grunts before standing up and getting his pitcher of water in the fridge. He quickly pours more into your glass before setting it on the table and sitting down.

"This isn't a negotiation," Yoongi continues.

"Exactly so no, we're not breaking up,"

"Y/N!"

"We already talked about this, Yoongi, we're mates for life."

"Well, I'm rejecting you,"

"Yoongi..." you roll your eyes.

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