III - A New Start

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I woke up. Still lying on the bed, wasting the time that pass by. I feel like doing nothing. Like I don't give a damn care on living this life again. But, something tells me not to stop living. Something. Something I can't explain.

I stood up, walking slowly to the door. Opening the door feels like... A new start? Haha, I laugh quietly at the thought. Maybe this would work out. I hope. Wow. For a psycho, I still have hope.

The door is wide open now. Still, the cabin warm. I feel like I'm at home. Doing my homework.

I saw food on the table which earlier I hadn't notice. To think the fact that I wasn't hungry made me even hungrier when I saw what it was. It was my favorite food. Pizza.

Since it's noon. Might as well eat this as lunch.

After eating lunch, I stood up, looking for something to do. And when I found nothing, I guess I'll just explore the place out.

I walk towards the door which led outside. I open it. No hesitation. I walk slowly. Standing outside is different. The feeling of being somewhere I don't know makes me even want to explore it more.

I kneeled down. Picking some pebbles. In case I forget the way back here.
Slowly, I walk as I throw the pebbles in the side.

This forest seems to be peaceful. Makes me forget what I did. Makes me even more comfortable.

I noticed that I was far enough. I turn around, and walked, following the pebbles I threw. When I got back to the cabin, the wind hits me with it's cold breeze. I shiver, remembering what I was wearing. Just a thin t-shirt and skinny pants.

I'm inside the cabin again. Feeling the warmth of it. It's getting dark. I wasn't hungry. I was satisfied with this place. I headed towards my room. As I open the door, I was thinking this is a new start. A new start that I should be satisfied.

As I lay in my bed. A few words rushes through my mind. A New Start. This three words can change me. Can change into someone better. Someone.

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A/N :
Sorry for a short chapter. And for typos and wrong grammars as well. I haven't been thinking lately. And this is just an idea I made up.
Thnx

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