Never Enough (Psycho Series #3)

Chapter 36

"I swear, ayoko na, nakadalawa kana nagyong umaga!" binalibag ko sakanya yung unan habang inaayos ko yung butones ng pantaas ko, im already wearing my slacks pero gulo gulo parin buhok ko.

"Hmm" tumango siya, obviously not buying it. "I won't stop until you tell me what's that thing on your waist" tinuro niya yung bewang ko. "I saw that when i cleaned your wound. I just forgot to ask" Napatingin naman ako sa bewang ko, and that's when i realized that the hyena tattoo was still there, pero malabo na.

"Ah, its hyena, it'll fade nadin oh" i showed him.

"Okay" sagot lang niya bago tumayo sa magbihis.

"Jeez can you hide your fucking cock?" tanong ko habang nagsusuklay.

"What? You saw it already i have nothing to hide" he rolled his eyes and turned around to pick his shirt.

"Where did that scars came from?" i asked and walked towards his direction, i traced his scars using my middle and index finger, i heard him groan several times before he pushed my to bed and pinned me.

His aura changed, kung kanina ay parang goods goods lang, ngayon he wore's a dark and serious aura.

Did i...Pushed a wrong button?

He suddenly sat down and pulled his own hair "Hey, is everything alright?" i gently pushed away his hand and cupped his cheeks.

"Yeah, yeah" he sighed.

"Stop torturing yourself, tell me what's your problem" i gave him a meaningful look.

Silence surrounded us before he talked "I just remembered my brother, thats all" he chuckled.

"Hindi mo ako maloloko" i rolled my eyes. "Did something happened to him ba?"

"He died, in a explosion, and since that day, i had all his works, my parents we're mad as hell, so they all threw their anger and pain on me, and it's okay, I understand their feelings" he shrugged, ako naman ay naiyak na kaya niyakap ko nalang siya. "My father trained me nonstop, not until i collapse, he's always like, 'stop being a coward, be a man' " he sighed deeply.

"He don't want you dying like what happened to your brother" i whispered calming him down.

"I'll fucking kill whomever that bitch is" he gritted his teeth.

"R-right, kill that b-bitch" my breathing became ragged as i start stuttering, fuck it! "A-anyways, mauna na'ko ha?" hinarap ko yung mukha niya sakin and he gave me a forehead kiss.

"Take care" paalala niya nang makalabas nako, i held my chest and panted for air.

"I need to talk to Margaux" i sighed and stood up.

Lutang ako mula sa unang period hanggang matapos, i saw a glimpse of the past, the hell is wrong?

Oy, baka late ako umuwi ah? Puntahan ko mga kaibigan ko.

After typing i hit send and drove to my friend's apartment, magisa nalang si Margaux kase lumipat din siya. I started telling her everything that morning and ranted non stop.

"Like what the hell?! Sa dinami dami ng tao bakit siya pa?!" Sigaw ko.

"Oo, sa dinami dami ng tao, Why'd you let him take you? Why'd you gave in? Bakit ka na-fall tangina ka?" mura niya.

"Gave in?" maangmaangan kong tanong.

"Yrah bitch, alam kong may ginawa kayong milagro, dina virgin bestfriend ko, and look at you! Ang blooming mo tanga! Naka ilang rounds kayo ha?" she arched a brow.

"Ulol!"

"Beh, sabi mo nung gabi 'i miss him, i wanna touch his dick, he looks big naman. I wanna play it on my hand—" tinakpan ko yung bibig niya.

"Did i seriously said that?!" tanong ko, yeah! I'm all red i know!

"Yeah mother fucker, narinig pa nila ate Shai kaya tawanan kami, tanginamo ibang iba ka⁷ paglasing" binalibag niya ako nung mini pillow.

"Gago, bat kasi nilasing nyo ako—? Anyways, dipa ako tapos magrant epal ka" i rolled my eyes.

"Pero serious question, naka ilan kayo nung gabi?" she wiggled her brows.

"Have you ever heard of privacy?" sinubukan kong mag tunog mataray pero nanginginig boses ko gago.

"Nope, so ilang rounds na?" desidido niyang tanong while i was walking towards her couch and placed pillows on my lap.

"Ewan! Basta di ako nakalakad kinabukasan! Masaya kana?!" sigaw ko sabay tago ng mukha sa unan.

"GAGO AYM SO PRAWD OP U!" Tumili tili siya tsaka nagtatalon

"I dunno what to do" i whispered with my eyes only visible from covering up my face with a pillow.

"Break up with him, para walang masyado masakit" she casually said parang andali non ha?

"Para namang apakadali nun, gaga ka..." i pulled my own hair out of frustration "Bahala na!" padabog akong tumayo "I'll try to face my sins, matagal pa naman ang regret, let me enjoy life before i get killed" i chuckled and shooked my head.

"You and your psychotic ways" she laughed a bit. "You always end up choosing a risky plan or ways, my daredevil bestfriend" she hugged me tightly.

"Well, i love me that way" i smiled and hugged her back. "Don't you like that?" i flashed a pleading smile.

"I do, but i don't wanna get dragged in" she rolled her eyes. "And for me, that's better. Wanna know why? I saw the weak you...I'll break when i saw that again this time"

"Oy bawal umiyak" i teased her, nakurot pa tuloy ako.

"Hide your hickey!" sigaw pa niya habang nagsusuot ako ng helmet.

"Inggit ka?!" sigaw ko pabalik sabay tawa, anyways, pupuntahan ko si ate Bea at ate Pia  para iconfirm kung sabay sabay na kami sa sabado aalis.

In the moddle of the road, my phone vibrated so i immediately took it out and answered the call from Nic. "Yes?"

[Where are you?] tanong nya.

"Uhm, im on my way to ateneo, why ba?" i asked back.

[Nothing, see you later, and be careful, you're driving] feel ko parang umirap siya—

"Opo, sige babushh" binalik kona sa bulsa ko yung phone kahit dikopa naeend yung call, ganon den yon e, dejok.

I saw Yanna on the entrance after i unwrapped a lollipop "Wala kang ID, bawal ka dine hano" suway niya kaya napairap ako bago pumasok sa loob.

Dati nakong pumapasok dine, di ako nahuhuli, and i have friends here. "Celia?"

"Franchesca!" napangiwi ako nang tawagin na naman niya ako ng ganon.

"Lakas ng trip mo no?" i rolled my eyes.

"Looking for Bea ba? Lika andine" hinatak niya ako sa isang room, nagchichikahan kami but she pulled me down so sudden.

"Wha—?"

"Hushhh!" bawal niya sakin.

Tumingin ako sa sinisilip niya at nakita si ate Bei at kuya Ainsley, sabay silang tumayo and when ate Bei planned toleave, kuya Ainsley pulled her wrist and pinned her on the wall. I saw how ate Bei glared at him bago siya pinakawalan, napatayo tuloy ako bigla.

"Tara na" hinatak ako ni ate Bei palabas at sabay na kaming pumunta kay ate Pia. She looks furious...