Never Enough (Psycho Series #3)

Chapter 56

"Im glad, im glad because we knew more and new things about each other. It gives out this wonderful feeling, like man, i don't think i can flip my life's page to another chapter without you" he chuckled while playing my hair, curling it to his finger, kulot nako bessie, dont need to do that.

"Oo din, angsaya sa pakiramdam na nakilala pa natin ng mas maigi ang isa't isa pero please. Don't say that you can't flip your book to another chapter without me. Paano kung pilit tayong paghiwalayin? Lalo na ng mommy mo, she dosen't seem to like me. At all, mas gusto niya kayo ni Flaire" i gave him a meaningful glare "So please, wag mong hayaan na mawalan ka ng landas pag ala nako, it's not like I'll leave you. Gusto kolang na wag kang magstruggle ng sobra. I love you okay? If ever na paghiwalayin man tayo, i want that to be the lead for our live—"

"Lives apart, we'll meet again if ever that happens. I know, and I'll never let you go if i can still fight" he kissed me.

"Yes my darling, we're still young, madami pa tayo pagdadaanan" i smiled at him as a tear fell from my eye.

"Stop crying" he chuckled and wiped my tears, he hugged me then we stayed like that for a while until ate called us for breakfast, as usual its filled with smiles and laughter.

"And oh one thing, Cza Cza are you sure about modeling?" Tanong ko sa pinsan ko.

"Bakit? Minamaliit moba ang ganda ng anak ko?" my tita asked and just like that, the atmosphere changed, they all got uncomfortable.

"No, its just, i have several friends that trying to be a model and almost all of them ended up having bad depressions and anxiety. Halos patayin na nila sarili nila to have a good body" i sincerely said.

"Well stop comparing my daughter to them, dahil mahina sila, kung tutuusin lang ay mas matapang at mas malinaw ang pananaw ng anak ko sayo kaya wag mo siyang itulad sayo at mga kaibigan mo na mahina ang utak" my lips parted in shock as tears flooded down my eyes "Kita mo? Malambot ka masyado, ang anak ko ay hindi. Mahina kalang" My heart broke with those words "No wonder why your the reson Felix
die—"

"Don't you dare drag my brother's name with this. He's out of your fucking mou—!"

"Bibig mo! May kaya kana ba at ganyan ka magsalita?! May pera kabang pangpaaral sa sarili mo!? May trabaho kana?! May maipagmamalaki kana ba?! Tandaan mo to, kahit anong gawin mo para sa mga pangarap mo. Wala ka parin, hinding hindi ka sapat, ang kapal pa ng mukha mong lumihis sa pamilya natin! Angganda ganda na ng angkan! Puro doctor at nurse na! Ginagaya moba ang kuya David mo ha?! Ginagaya mo yung anak ko!? Hindi mo kaya yon! Simula't sapul ay pabigat ka! Wala kang kwenta! Hinding hindi ka sasapat sa pamilyang ito!" She yelled at me and slammed the table.

"Wala po. Im sorry" i looked down as tears came out of my eyes like a waterfall Watch me tita, watch how I'll grow papakain ko sayo lahat ng mga salita mo. "But still, im warning you, keep my brother's name out of your mouth. Tita lang kita, hindi kita nanay para pagsabihan koko ng ganyan dahil una sa lahat ay hindi ikaw ang nagpalamon sakin." i said on a flat tone and left.

"That kid! Bumalik ka dito! Kapal ng mukha mong pagsabihan ako ng ganon!" she ranted.

"Joanna, your too much." bawal ni mama sa anak niya. I just wiped my tears and left the room.

"Hey, hey, hey, where are you going? Just cry to me, tell me everything that bothers you" he wrapped his arms around me for a tight hug.

"She's just too much, concerned lang naman ako sa pinsan ko, i don't want her to suffer on that kind of environment." i cried on his chest more.

"I know how much you care, just let her be, it'll pay you off someday" he kissed my forehead. Just like that, we left and went back to manila. I left a note at my parent's unit door.